HIS SECRET ADMIRER (COMPLETED)

Chapter 8

Shehnaaz never imagined her sidharth to be so bitter and heartless always admired his charming personality not even for a moment assumed that his thinking will be so freaking low and disgusting. He pretended to be down to earth during his interviews and fan meets always mentioned money status doesn't matter an individual is best known from his character and nature but maybe it was just a deception to make a fool out of his fans especially those who are innocent and easily fall into the trap, don't even realise their hearts start developing feeling while admiring them endlessly and eventually start worshiping forgetting about the rest of the world.

She shouldn't have trusted articles and interviews might be scripted cause obviously it isn't a difficult task for an actor to pretend like a good boy and drive massive girls insane. She was extremely dumb rejected almost every proposal since her heart only belongs to sidharth. Never dated boys from her medical field even broke many hearts just behind a rich bollywood star while he wants a rich girl who will meet his standards won't lower down his respect infront of the media and confidently introduce to the world.

Marrying her will cause him shame .... Just the mere thought is gut wrenching extreme anger and hate rushed into her blood started regretting every second she loved this man insanely and limitlessly ... Never imagined to recieve same amount of love and affection yet it hurts ... Every harsh humilting word slipped out of his tongue stabbed her like a sharp knife literally squeezing her heart to death. It's stabbed hard really hard even a loud cry isn't escaping her mouth as if a lump is stuck inside dry throat. She couldn't even breath immediately ran towards her room while his heart wrenching statements echoed making her regret every moment she claimed to love and respect him. She thumped down running out of breath holding the scattered pieces of her broken heart loud painful cry escaped her mouth acknowledging intensity of his hatred.

Shehnaaz cried over her broken love allowing tears to roll down her cheeks just wants to get rid of this heaviness and suffocation. She will die suppressing her emotions it's better to let them out rather than holding them back hugging the trembling knees together cried endlessly until her body physically ached. Its impossible to get over her undying affection towards a man she has secretly admired all her life even before realising the actual meaning of love. She won't be able to gather the broken pieces of her heart. Beautiful eyes kept shedding tears over her fate and dreams. Always showered love being a secret admirer cause didn't have the guts to meet him in person deep down her insecurities never allowed to mention real identity and unfortunetly every fear has turned into reality it's good she didn't confess her feelings ... He would have insulted mocked her for being a crazy fan.

Sana:- ( to herself) Thanks sidharth mujhe meri awqaat dikha di aapne acha huwa aap ki baatein sunle cause mere andar rejection tolerate karne ki power nahi hai. I promise will never reveal my true identity infact ab sai aap ko letters gifts bhi send nahi karunge. Your mind set has made it clear that you value rich people mujh jaise middle class ki wishes bhi aap ko matter nahi karte honge. I will always love you until my last breath however won't disclose my feelings mere andar himmat nahi aur beizzat hone ki thanks for showing true colours ab mazeed emotions invest nahi Karunge cause your not worth it 😭💔

Sidharth wanted to reject this proposal because his heart only belongs to his secret admirer can't marry a girl when it beats for someone else. He wanted to deny without using harsh words against that innocent girl but didn't had any other choice since his mother was forcing him to agree. He couldn't reveal the actual reason would have demanded to meet the fan girl which is impossible. He doesn't have clue about her name, Twitter handle or address. She never mentioned any always confessed her limitless love through gifts and letters. He is strongly connected to his jaan and ordered his team to search as soon as possible. If he would tell ritaji will call him stupid and crazy for loving a girl he never met or interacted cause obviously it sounds insane. His friends mock him for being a fool so he spoke shit about shehnaaz just to avoid marriage proposal although it didn't work out his mother threatened him to accept or else will break all the ties of motherhood.

Marriage is very beautiful relationship can't spoil the life of an innocent girl when doesn't have the ability to provide love and affection. As a husband won't be able to fulfil his responsibilities or stay loyal when his heart only craves for his secret admirer ... Accepting this proposal will make him die under the pool of guilt and betrayal. He never valued money luxury these materialistic things do not hold any importance spoke shit just to reject proposal since his mother was demanding for a valid reason. He chooses easiest way out to hide the real reason although nothing worked eventually agreed marrying shehnaaz unable to lose his mother ... his world.

Ss:- (to himself) I am sorry shehnaaz main tumhe kabhi bhi wife hone ka haq nahi dunga kyunke mere dil kisi aur ko chahta hai bohut jald main uska pata laga lunga. I will never accept you as my life partner infact this marriage is just a namesake relationship will end the day I succeed to find my secret admirer won't even think once before separating our ways. You will be my wife infront of the world but behind the doors you won't even exist. Meri zindagi main hote huwe bhi tumhe na hone ka ehsaas dilata rahunga jiske wajah sai khud mujhe divorce daidogi without any efforts.

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