Love at first sight (Loki x reader)

Not a chapter.

Hi guys, I have the worst thing its called a mother....or what that woman is supposed to be called. As some of u know, I;m a Potterhead....and that is very unfortunate. My family (except for my father.) hate's Harry Potter and always says how bad and stupid it is that it dose not teach u anything mother says (I quote) :"Those people in the books they don't care of each other and will betray them when they need to, that potter heads are liars and prefer to live in a world full of lies then understand that all of that is shit and dose not make sense. They like to day dream and think they can do everything when they are a lost for this world and useless, and you Iris want to become like them, no one will trust u because they will see that u are a stupid little liar and know nothing. People that are actually smart and don't believe in that Potter shit will see what you are like and wont talk or respect you! I could not read the those Potter books because they were to stupid to me! And you? Your ready to re-read that and re-watch it because u like it! Because its so cool and amazing...well that's a lie! there is nothing of the real world... We love u and that's why we try to change u out of that stupid world. But do u realize if you choose a path like that not me, not ur brothers will respect or want to talk to u? HUh? The answer is NO WE WERENT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT U!! SO FUCKING CHANGE!!!!"-(End of quote.) (I also had to translate that from Russian and not add in some swearing bits.) And I just want to tell her to disown me...because it hurts when ur own mother says that to u, claiming she loves u. I agreed with her so she could stop hurting me from the inside. I tried telling her that it dose teach u friend ship love pain and other things...that it just warms u up for the inside but she called me a drug taker cause that's what people that take drugs feel like.....and I just hurt. I calm myself by the idea that when I grow up I can leave them and not hide who I am and just be me, with out hearing her telling me wat i should and shouldn't do....I could go to comic con and make the house look like a mix of harrry potter and MARVEL and that I just need to have good grades and leave them. But it hurts to think like that......my mother wants to divorce with my father that I love and she wants to change gender (nothing bad in that.) But.......its just soo much :'(