my love, my rock, my best friend, i'm writing to you because i just got out of rehab. you almost lost me and i almost lost you.
i'm writing you this letter because i want you to know how much i love you. how much i admire your strength, bravery, charisma. i wouldn't be sitting in our bed, alive, writing you this letter right now.
if you're reading this, it means that i'm gone. that you really did lose me. whether that was to addiction, natural causes, or old age, you still lost me. now, i have no idea when that'll be or if i'll even be the first to go.
who knows, maybe i'll live until i'm 105 and you'll die at 100. i'll finally beat you at something. that would mean, that you wouldn't have gotten the chance to read my letters. that's right, i said letters.
every month that i'm sober and im free of self-harm, i'll be writing you a letter. now, you must be thinking; alex, now why would YOU write a letter every month? you suck at writing, unless it's song writing.
well daniel james seavey, that is correct. i do indeed suck at writing expect when i'm in the studio. so, i had an idea. i'll write a song every month, with a letter attached.
give this letter a kiss goodbye, and take the cd i taped to the back off, and give it a listen. i love you 3000 baby. stay strong for me. you'll seen me soon enough.
p.s. if i die young, don't be afraid to put your heart back out there. you'll always have mine and i know i'll always have a piece of yours. be brave for me love.
yours truly,
alexandra rose davis - hopefully by the time i die it's seavey :)
LOVE YOU GOODBYE by alex davis
oh baby, let love you goodbye
months later ....
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danielseavey— 8 years being with you. 6 months without you. i miss you everyday. happy 8 years to my wife. i love you so much alexandra rose
