Anything for love

23

Months past  Addison POV
I was waking up and then I was changing as quick as I can so that I can leave before Jack comes. Yes we are still dating and I don't know what I'm even doing with him the 1 semester is about to end and I'm still dating him and I don't know what to do every time he got more abusive and every time I get more hurt and broken and I feel like I deserve it but then I know I should hold on. I need help.

Then i heard jacks voice I rolled my eyes and went downstairs and ignored him and I went to get a water "let's go" he says "don't you have to go with a business with your dad" I said "let's go" he says "I can go walking today" I said then he grabbed me harshly from my arm "let's go" he says angry then Lucas came "let her go" he says "she is going to take me to school" Enzo says "I don't care!" He yelled I flinched "she is coming with me and that that!" He says and he took my to his car and threw me in and I wore my sweater because I had bruises all over my arm

Then he sat down and slapped me "why didn't you want to come with me" he says I stayed quiet then he lift his hand up going to hit me again "cause I wanted to walk" I said quickly "why?" He asked "cause I just wanted to get a workout" I lied he nodded then he held my hands "just tell me" he says "I was trying to but-" I said but he cut me off and out loud rockstar music on and drove me to school.

Then I got there and I went to my locker then Samantha came up to me "hey tryouts are canceled for today" she says "oh why?" I asked "something about the weather it was going to storm today and cause we had to practice outside" she says I nodded then she looked at my cheeks "your bruised" she says and touched it "owwww" I said "sorry!" She says "who did that?" She says "I just hit myself accidentally on a wall" I lied she nodded "here put makeup on" she says then I looked at my mirror from my closet and put it on.

The Josh and Blake were coming but Samantha was talking "hit take off your sweater it hot in here!!" She says and took it off and you can see my bruises everywhere they were all red and purple "Addison-" Blake says "are you okay do you need help?" Josh says worried I quickly got the sweater and wore it on and went running outside.

I sat on a bench and started crying I felt so embarrassed,  I felt so guilty, weak, soft, guilty, I felt everything wrong in me then it started to pour all rain then someone sat next to me.

I looked but really couldn't cause everything was blurry and my whole face was wet I cleaned my tears and it was Bryce? "Bryce?" I asked he hugged me tightly then I started crying and I held him tightly and started to cry so much and sobbed then he let go "Addison" he says gently and put my hair behind my ears and cleaned my tears "are you alright" he says I tried to be strong I took a deep breath and nodded "yes" I said "are you sure?" He says "Blake and Josh told me about your bruises it's fine if you don't want to show me but I have a cream that might heel it" he says then I took off my sweater and he saw the bruises.

"wow" he says and put the cream on softly I started to wince "oww" I said "jack did this" he says I looked down in embarrassment "I just want to give up" I said he looked at me and stop putting me the cream.

"Your body isn't a paper, don't cut it, you are amazing, you are beautiful, your life is worth to live, your life is worth to tell, when people look at you they just see strong, they see brave, then see Addison Rae, you just have to fight, giving up is not the answer, Giving up means your letting evil win, no you want Addison Rae to win! Life it's still not over, do you and be you, don't let any man control you, trust me I felt like giving up to and I was in the moment to but someone helped me, she reminded me who I was, who I need to be, she taught me to not worry about the future or about the past and be happy I'm in the present and live every day. I want to live everyday without regret and she helped me. Just because Jack tells you to be his wanting imaginary girlfriend show him! Your not your Addison Rae, your a girl who lives to read, a girl who is smart, a girl who loves sport, a girl who loves to draw, a girl who loves cartoons" he says I stopped him there "hey!" I said laughing "that's our secret" I said and I smiled.

"I'm sorry" I said "it's fine it's over with" he says I nodded then he started putting me the cream in my other arm "are you in gangs" I said "it's not important to know" he says I nodded "just stay away from any guys i hang out with and even me, we are just dangerous to be together" he says I nodded and held my tears.

Then the bell rang "thanks for the advise" I said "anytime" he says then he left.

School had finished then Blake came up to me "so I see you talked to Bryce" he says I nodded "you are soo much into people business!" I said he laughed "anytime you feel hurt or not okay my home is your home" he says I smiled "your like a little sister to me" he says I hugged me "thank you" I said "no problem" he says "jack is here" I said "bye" he says then I nodded and left to Jack car.

"Who is he!" Jack says "well you told me to be a cheerleader now handle me being known at school every guy looked at me, and me hanging out with bunch of guys" I said he clenched his jaw.

Then I went home locked the door ate and went to my room did the same thing. Then I laid down and looked at my roof. Does Bryce really think we're bad for eachother, maybe. I just don't want to hurt him.