Nobody is You

Chapter 10 Part 1

February 11, 2015
"I'm so glad to be going with you guys" I said into the phone while driving to LAX.
"Me too, btw I'm so sorry that I had to move back to North Carolina.." Nash said on the other line.
"Hey it's not your fault. Neither was it your decision."
"I know but not seeing you for 2 months? It sucks. Why did the tour have to be 2 months after they announced it?"
"I have no clue, but I can't wait to see you in San Diego."
"Same, but have you and Matt made up yet?" Nash asks.
"Well..." I trail off.
"Mack, you know you can tell me. What's going on?"
"Mariah... She umm. Like attacked his hormones you could say.. And he started making out with her. This happened just a few days ago.." Tears started to brim my eyes.
"So this is Mariah's fault? But why are you pissed at Matt?"
"We broke up that day.. And he said a lot of hurtful things.. But he invited Mariah to come on tour..."
But I'm mostly just scared to see Matt.
"Mack, I'm so sorry that I asked. I am going to give you a humongous bear hug the second I see you. Is Sienne and Kalie coming on tour?"
"Kalie couldn't.. Which Cam really wished she could. But her mom wouldn't allow it. So.. But Sienne is." I said.
"Crap I'm at LAX, I gotta go Nash."
"Okay Mack. I love you best friend." Nash says sweetly.
"I love you too Hamilton" I replied.
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I walk into LAX and then
"Why the fuck are you here? You clearly don't get that no one likes you." Mariah says smirking.
"Fuck off slut. You look like you bought your clothes from a god damn thrift store." I say through gritted teeth.
Matt stands behind her looking shocked.
"What did you just say?" Mariah replies looking shocked as well.
"You heard me bitch, I've had enough of you. So you better watch your back."
"Or what?" She says.
"Well, oh gee idk. Oh yeah imma kick your fucking ass."
"And I'll fucking help her. Back the fuck down Mariah." Sienne says getting in Mariahs face.
And we both walk away.
"Omg, that felt amazing. I've never really stood up to her before." I say smiling.
"Well I've never seen that side of you. At least I know not to get on your bad side." And we busted out laughing.
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"Jeez you look pissed." Cam laughs as Sienne and I sit next to him on the plane.
"Well yeah, I was about to kick Mariah's ass just a few minutes ago." I laugh.
"Woah, my little sis wanting to kick someone's ass? Count me in." Cam says and we all burst out laughing. Speaking of the devil.
"Omg she really is fucked up if she seriously just sat down in front of us to show off about Matt." I say giggling.
We all burst out laughing again. Then jealous Kenzie came out when they started eating each other's faces..
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"Nash!!" I scream running to him at the airport. I jumped into his arms and he spun me around.
"I missed you more then you'd ever know Mack!" He says kissing my forehead after setting me down. Out of the corner of my eye I see Matt standing there. Emotionless.
"Mack he doesn't know what he's lost.
Btw you look beautiful today." (Outfit 1) Nash whispers to me.
"Thanks.." I say looking down at my black converse.
"Aye come here. I promised you a big hug." Nash says putting his hands out.
"I can always count on you to be there, can't I?" I say looking up him.
"Of course you can." He replies kissing my temple.
"Now come on we all have to get in the limo." Nash says.
"Okay." I say simply.
We hopped in the Limo and I sat on Nash's lap. I rested my legs on Cam and leaned my head on Sienne's shoulder. I barely slept an ounce on the plane and it was now 6 pm.
I look over at Hayes and then my phone goes off.
Hayes tagged you in a post
It was a pic me and Nash looking at each other smiling while I have my legs up on Cams lap.
~Guys forreal just date 😏
I commented back to him.
~Nahhh he's my bestfriend dummy. 😂😋
"Just date seriously you 2." Hayes says aloud.
"I agree you should." Aaron agrees. A few boys that idk also agree. I'll probably know they're names by later.
We pulled up to the hotel and one at a time each got out. Nash carried me out then set me down to walk in.
Somebody grabbed my wrist and spun me around.
"Mackenzie I need to talk to you. Please." Matthew pleads.
"No, you made your decision. And it was that slut. Band aids don't fix bullet holes, you say sorry just for show. Bye honey." I say walking back to Nash and Cam.
"What was that about?" Sienne asks me.
"Him trying to explain himself. I don't even care anymore." I reply.
But I really do..
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Well I'm sharing a hotel room with Sienne, Jc, Nash, and... Matt
Joy.
Right when we got to the room I set my suitcase by the bed that I was going to sleep on. I grabbed my toiletries and sweatpants and a white tank top to wear to bed. I also grabbed my iHome and iPod and turned on Worth It by: Fifth Harmony. Then I went to the bathroom and got in the shower.
I started singing along with it too. "Give it to me I'm worth it, baby I'm worth it, uhh huhh, I'm worth it, gimme gimme I'm worth it."
A few minutes later I stepped out and grabbed one of the soft fluffy white hotel towels.
I blow dried my hair while still having a towel wrapped around my body. Then slipped on my clothes. I brushed my teeth and hair and left the bathroom. Only to see Matt sitting with Mariah on his lap making out.
"You guys are fucking gross." I say as I grab my headphones.
"Guys can you please take it somewhere else?" Nash says walking in and wrapping him arms around me.
Mariah groans and drags Matt out of the room.
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"Hello, I'm Shawn." A cute 16 year old boy says to me.
"Oh, hey. I'm Mackenzie." I say smiling.
"So, Cameron told me your quite the singer."
"Oh, he did?"
"Yes but I was wondering if you'd do a You Tube video with me?"
"Shawn, I'd love to." I reply smiling widely.
"Thanks, I was planning on doing it tomorrow afternoon?"
"Sounds good"
Shawn walked out the door and I went and laid in my bed and plugged my headphones into my and turned on Happy Little Pill- Troye Sivan.
I turn my body to face Matt's bed. Seeing Matt sitting at the end of his bed blankly staring at the wall, with Mariah sleeping on the bed.
Then I drifted off to sleep.
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February 12, 2015
"Mack, Mack wake up sunshine."
"Mmm, I don't want to." I say tiredly.
I open my eyes to see Nash.
"Don't make me pull you off this bed." He replies. I roll over and he goes to the end of the bed and grabs my ankles and pulls me till only above my waist is on the bed.
"Okay, okay I surrender." I say laughing.
I stand up and go to my suitcase grabbing (Outfit 2) and go to the bathroom to slip my sweatpants on and a clean tank top. I brushed then straightened my hair and brushed my teeth.
I walk to the kitchen part of the hotel room and grab the dill pickle chips(for hamburgers) and toss a few in a cup. I pull a chair into the kitchen and grab a fork. I sit on the chair and put my feet up on the counter. I start eating my pickles out of the cup when Nash walks back into the hotel room.
"Still have that old habit I see" he says laughing as he sits next to my feet on the counter.
"Maybe.." I say chewing a pickle. Then Mariah walks in glaring at me. Her and Matt must have been fighting. Oh well not gonna stop me from getting on her nerves.
"Honey, glaring at me ain't gonna fix your bitchiness." I say rolling my eyes. Matt walks in looking at me with tears in his eyes. I need to talk to him sometime or another alone.
Hey I can't hold a grudge on him forever. "Hey Nash, could Matt and I have a word?" I ask
Nash nods his head and walks out. Mariah following and trying to flirt with him.
"I'm so sorry Mackenzie. I ruin everything."
"Matt you-" I begin
"Mackenzie can you come to my room quick for the video?" Shawn asks peaking his head through the door.
"I...ill be back Matt." I say.
I sat down on the couch in Shawn, Sam, Cam, Etc. Room.
Shawn sat next to me after he turned his camera on.
"Hey guys it's Shawn" he said happily.
"And I'm here with Mackenzie Dallas."
"Hello" I wave smiling.
and after him explaining a few things he started playing his guitar.
Right before I started singing Matt walked in.
"Im breaking down gonna start from scratch,
Shake it off like an etch a sketch.
My lips are saying goodbye,
My eyes are finally dry.
I'm not the way that I used to be,
I took the record off the page,
You killed me but I survived,
Now I'm coming alive.