Dear..

Doing it wrong

(Jackson and Jayson in mm)

Jackson P.O.V.:
If wondering, my race is black and Javanese. I'm 21. 6'8. Young hot famous producer. Jackson Nicholas Taylor. Mother died. Dad died.

Jayson P.O.V.:
My race is Korean and Afro-Bahamian. 18 years of age.
6'6. Jayson Tavier Rain. Im a well known Dj but I just use footlocker as a side job, I wanted to see where it would take me.
" Kandi ! bring that ass here girl "
(Kandi) " Boy bye " " Im playin girl come here you know you daddy's baby " she came and sat in my lap. " I wanna take you out tonight so go get dressed and we'll go. Kandi smiled then got up. I smacked her fat booty. (KK) " Ouch " she saw the smirk I gave and mean mugged me.

Kandi's P.O.V.:
Jay said we're going out tonight. Wonder where though. I took a shower for 30 mins and did my hygiene. I put on this white long Michael Kors maxi dress that went all the way down to my ankles. I slid on my Michael Kors sandals. while in my vanity I decided to put on the gorgeous necklace Jay bought me. When I walked down stairs I saw that Jay was already dress in a white v-neck, khaki jeans, and his Oceans 15 timberlands and a ocean blue bucket hat. " My baby looking sexy ". I softly bit down on my lip. I went up to him and kissed him like this was the last time I'll see him. We pulled apart. (Jay) " My wifey gawgeous. Make me wanna put it down on you right here right now ". We got in his Range Rover and left. " You told me you've never been the committing type and you've had your heart broken trying to be. I don't want to give away my whole self with nothing in return. I don't want to be with you for months on end knowing some day it'll be over because I can't make you settle down. I want to be the one who you can say was good enough to make a one woman man out of you ". I held his right hand and looked out the window while saying this.
" I want you to miss me every second, every minuet. Every time you make love to me I want it to be love, not just sex drive. When I feel you inside of me I want to feel your spirit and physicality in the same moment. I want to be on the same level ".
He just kept driving. Making me feel like everything I just expressed was all for nothing. (Jayson)
" Kandi..India told me about you from the start. She said you can be a be pretty stubborn. That never changed the way I felt about you for a second. You could be all of those and more. The feelings I've evolved for you are too strong. When I first met you I looked at you and said to my self ' She's gonna be mine' not because I thought you were a hoe or I wanted to try out pick up lines, It's because Immediately I was deeply Invested In you. I knew you were the one and every time I became shy to tell you how I felt n still feel I had to tell my myself that if I don't, I'll miss out on the best potential thing that has and could ever happen to me. You make me calm and wholesome. I feel so comfortable around you. Free to tell you anything because I know you won't judge. I love every bit of piece your made of. I even used to stalk you every time you came to footlocker. You'd be talking to India and I'd just stare at every move you made, out of love. India told me things about you but I wanted to know more. Here we are. Together and I never would've thought I'd get to this point with someone so precious as you. Im ready to try with you. Try to work for loyalty. Try to work for your very trust. Try to work for long-lasting. You deserve every bit of it and more ".
We arrived at the beach. He came over and picked me up. He carried me to the shore. We ran along the water splashing each other. After a while he sat down with me In his lap. We just sat in silence listening to the high and low tidal waves. Jayson turned his radio on and there played Jagged Edge promise. We danced to the whole song while Jayson sung to me. " Nothing is promised to me and you, So why would we let this thing go. Baby I promise that I'll stay true, Don't let nobody say it ain't so. Baby I promise, That I will never leave, and everything will be alright. Baby I promise these things to you. Girl just believe..I promise ". He sounded like pure bliss in my ears. The ocean waves clashed with his voice and made harmony.

Jayson's home..

Kandi's P.O.V.:
That night I didn't go to my home but I went back to Jayson's home. We watched the boy next door. I fell asleep on top of him with my head in the crook of his neck hugging him like I would never let go. He really did prove he wanted to be committed to me.