Obsession

Chapter 9

I walked into the dorm, I swear I was going to drop dead when I saw what I saw.

Lucinda and Daisy was making out and was almost to the point of naked.

They suddenly stopped and Lucinda was the first one to look at me.

"A" Lucinda said.

"Lucinda" I mumble and look away. "I just forgot something here, I was about to be on my way to Raven's house"

"Oh"

I walk pass them without looking at them, I went straight to my bathroom and broke down into tears. I guess I know how lulu felt.

She was lying to me yesterday about having feelings for me, if she did like me she wouldn't be making out with that bitch.

***

Raven opened his front door.

"I don't like Lucinda, you were just putting stuff in my head.. she's just my best friend" I said.

"What happened?" Raven ask tilting his head, then he tells me to come in.

Gosh it felt like I knew Raven more than just a few days, The been the sweetest friend ever for someone he just met.

I explained to him what happened.

"Why did you make me think I liked her?" I ask.

"Aviva, you hurt her.. she probably was just only making out with daisy because she wanted to numb the pain of being friend zoned for years" Raven replied.

"Stop it, stop making to think I have feelings for her.. I am not jealous of daisy, I just overprotective of my best friend" I told him.

"God damnit Aviva just because she was making out with someone doesn't mean she doesn't love you anymore! She's just hurt... you hurt her! If you keep pushing your feelings away she's actually going to leave you this time, I don't know how she lived with the pain for someone that she liked friend zoned her for years and never showed her the love she wanted from them" Raven said.

"Fucking tell her you like- love her! If she was so obsessed with you wouldn't you think she drop daisy and go for you... you just got to show her you won't back away from the chance, show her that you will love her forever even if it's not romantically" Raven added.

(A/N: Raven would you marry me? I would have any many kids you want to have baby)

"You love her"

"I do" I smiled.

"Tell her..." Raven said.

"But what if she doesn't actually love me back anymore?" I ask.

"I don't think that's possible, she loves you.. you love her, talk to her" Raven said. "And don't come back until you have good news and not about to cry again... well as long as it's happy tears" Raven said, I laugh and got up to hug him.

"Thank you" I said.

"Don't run away this time, just drag daisy out the room if needed" Raven tells me, I giggle.

"Ok weird" I said, he frowns.

I ruffle his hair before leaving and going back to the dorm.

I can do this!

****

I am scared...

"Lulu?" I ask and walked into her room.

"A!" She shouted covering herself with a towel.

"Lulu can we talk?" I ask.

"Uh sure, let me get dressed" Lucinda said.