Sky Smith. Book 4 of The Smith Family Saga.

Chapter 12.

I wake up screaming. Paniced. My door is slammed open my dad Erick walks to me. What's wrong my suager bear? I look at him crying I need LIAM!!!! He's shocked by my word's. Asking why honey? I need LIAM please I need him. Is he ok? Is my pack ok? Are they alive? Where's Emma and Nova? Alpha kint Luna beta Lawson Sr. Where are they? He holds me rocking me saying It was just a dream honey bear. I pull away from him a little I need my mate please dad I need him. He's shocked once again. Who is your mate bear? LIAM!! Mom. Comes in saying I will sit with her while you find her Mate. He nods. Mom and I sits waiting after an hour I get up pacing the room for 2 more hour's. My phone rings I pick it up without looking. Liam say Love what's wrong? I fall to the floor crying Your ok your ok!! He's confused Baby what's wrong I am right here. I was just finishing up training then going to have dinner. Are you ok? Your father called me. He's really worried so I paniced. It's not everyday an A-Royal King calls you panicked over his child you know. I laugh stlighly at him. Just wanting to hear his voice. I am shaking with worry and fear. I can't talk to well. My mother talks to him telling him what happened. He talks to me trying to calm me down but i need to see him. I video call him. He picks up. Baby-- your a fucking HOT mess I hear Jesse saying. Liam pushed him away. I yell JESSE!! He comes back with his evil smile saying What's up lover? Liam pushed him so hard he fell on the ground bitching his ass hurts now. TALK TO MY LOVE LIKE THAT AGAIN I FUCKING END YOU. I giggle at him. His head saps back to me. He smiles loving the fact he made me giggle and now he can rub it in that I had a girly girl moment. Emma comes on I wishpered her name. She says what up bettercup? Aidens there, Nova my bitch is there too. They are all ok and alive. I guess it really was just a dream I don't know but what I do know is I need to get back home.

2 weeks later.
I asked to go back but the King won't allow me to. He says I need to learn what I am, and what all I can do, I have to know all the laws set forth by them, I have to train each of my supers as they call them. Most importantly I have to learn who my real family truly are. I don't want to. I want to go back home. This is not my home. I don't know any of them and don't want to. So I locked myself up in this room for 2 weeks now. I only eat when Liam calls because my father called him. It pisses me off he does this. Using my mate against me. Liam is worried about me so of course he calls telling me to eat. I drink more water then food knowing I will fill up faster. They give me 2 books a day to read. I put them on the table and lay back down. I have about 20 books from last week and 20 from this week. Who the fuck reads this much and that fast?

5 day's later.
Almost 3 weeks here. Today I have a meeting with the king's. I am on my way there now. My so called brother Ace is taking me there. We step into the office room I was taken to when my back broke. Well when my other so called brother made me break it. The Kings sit behind a very large and long desk in two chairs. There's light paperwork on it. Nothing compared to the amount I have seen on Liam and Aidens desk. Alexander starts I hear you have refused to comply with my orders! Yes I have. Well then I guess punishment is in order. Whatever! I roll my eyes as I say this. Thinking bring it on. There's not much you can throw at me that hasn't already been done. Beat me, been there many of time's. Break bones been there many of time's, call me name's ha! Who hasn't? Reject me been there! Throw me away again! Didn't you yall do that 18 year's ago? Put me in a pack that does all this and more on wait you did that. 18 years later I kill the bitch and you get mad at me for it? Wow some grandfather you are. I tune back into him talking about whatever. He says you will do 5 months in the cell's where someone will come and read the laws to you. At the end of the 5 months you will have a test if you do not pass it you will not leave the cell's until that no good mate of your is dead. I nod saying Are you not breaking your own laws here? Oh so you do know something! He says. I roll my eye's. I hate him and his family. If I wasn't born in to this family I wouldn't of had the life I got. There would be no pain or hate just because of who my grandfather is. Tuneing back in he saying something about the abuse my mate and pack has done. I stop him saying Its your fault jackass. Your all three super powerful beings and you can't keep one child safe! Hurt flashed is both their eye's. I don't care. He sits up I go on. Upon meeting me you had anger and hate for me. Because I killed the woman who made my life a living hell who told my mate to do all those things to me. Or else she would kill me and his pack his family. Everything he did he did it because he knew me. He knew I will give myself up, put myself throw all of it anyways to keep her from hurting anyone else. But she made a mistake she hurt him trying to take his life. Because he stood up to her and refused to hurt me anymore. The scar he carrys is because of me. I killed her for hurting him not me. If you were any kind of " family" you would have killed her long before she had the chance to hurt your brother or father or your granddaughter but for some unknown reason you let her live why who knows all she has done over the year's is your fault. Your the one that needs to pay for your actions not anyone else. Are you above your own law's? You say your all about your family and most importantly your mate. But does it not hurt your mate knowing because you refused to kill that woman his children have been taken, raped, beaten, killed, rejected, so on and so on. Does it not hurt him? Do you not care? Why are you the only one allowed to fuck up and everyone has to just sit back and deal with the consequences of your actions or lack there of? Look at all your children who have died because you refused to see the light! Look at your daughters who have been throw hell and for what? You sit here day in and day out living your happy lives while the very children YOU put on the fucked up earth are killed and mistreated. We live throw it not you. Then you punish us for what? Breaking the same laws you break everyday? Switch places with us for 18 years see how you like it. No powers no supers to help you no family no friends no kingship to fall upon no nothing. Become nothing more then a human for 18 year's see how you turn out. Oh wait your a man! You'll just get bigger and stronger able to fight back. You will be trained to fight unlike a female who's thought basic shit just enough to get them throw a little something. But die when real shit happens. You know why she took only us girl's? Because you are sexus shits your boys are safe from all harm why because they are burn of your blood as you so call it like we're not right? We don't matter a shitin thing to you until we are 18. Why is that? Because now we have power we are now worth something to you right? Human don't mean shit powerful hybird or tirbird oh now your my child now your my grandchildren now your my daughter but wasn't your blood in us all along? Family my ass. Ending my outbursts I walk out slaming the door the best I could since its a huge fucking door. I fellow a guard to the cell's after asking him to show me. Once down here I feel all my power's gone. My supers are gone. I feel very cold and a lone. The guard opens a cell for me. I go in he closed it. My connection with mother earth is gone. There is nothing. I am human again. I sit down on the small bed here. Looking at the walls where there are claw marks and what looks like very old blood everywhere. At least the bed looks new? I lay down putting the small blanket over me. It's nothing really. Wish I had put pants on today and not a dress. At 2 pm a woman comes in with food and a book. I sit the food on the very small desk like table in here.  She puts a chair in the cell. There is no room in here for anyone or thing else. She opens the book reading it. I lay down with my back to her. Falling asleep as she ends the book. Wow really learn a lot there ass ball's.

1 month later.
Everyday it's the same old shit. She reads or someone else does. I don't care enough to know their name's. I listen only because I want out.

4 moths later.
I can't stand, my body hurts, no sun no air no land no food no water for 5 month's now. I lay here trying to will my body to move. Nothing happened. I scram as I pull my right leg up it breaks. I weighed 90lbs coming in here now I fear to even look at my self. The door opens some guard comes in saying I will get the King. I roll my eye's. He runs to get him. 10 minutes go by. My leg is not healing. My head hurts and my vision is blurry. I am so weak. Never in my life have I hurt this bad for this long. It only makes me hate them more. Alexander comes in. Seeing me he crys? Damn that bad huh? Iam picked up and put on a bed. Being wheeled to somewhere? My vision is in and out. Nothing but light makes it throw. I want this I want to die. The pain of this world will be gone forever. Replaced by joy and love. The darkness no more only light remains. I smile a weak smile but it's all I could do. I don't feel cold or alone anymore. I feel alive for the 1st time in my life. The light is so warm and welcoming. Steping out of the darkness and into the rays of bright beautiful light. My feet are lifted up off the ground slowly. Moving forward slowly I am hit by a feeling of overwhelming love. It's pure love unconditionally love. I see now I say out to who ever is there. I see now. I cry falling backwards back into the darkness.