Sky Smith. Book 4 of The Smith Family Saga.

Chapter 38.

It's been 6 month's now and i still haven't talked to her. What do I say? How do I say it? God this is hard. The guy's say I shouldn't worry about it and just go talk to her but they don't understand. It's not the same as them. I am her alpha I should have stoped them from hurting her. I wish I could have just once showed her the love she needed. I know about her family and how her mom died why her brothers left. I helped Jesse with the same shit but turned my back on sky. It was so much worse for her. God what have I done? I can't ask her to just forget about it. I wouldn't do that. So what do I do?

7 months.
It's 7 pm dinner time I say to liam. We get up head that way picking Jesse up on the way. He's been hiding in our room for months now? He trains early in the morning to afternoons then sits in our rooms until we are done, we all go out for dinner or goofing off. I should ask him What's going on but if something was wrong wouldn't he tell me? As we are walking I see some girls watching us well more like glaring at Jesse? Is he sleeping with them? No, maybe he was and now like Amber's ass can't take no or fuck off for answer. Man I need a female I can trust to help keep the girls in line until my sky wakes up. But do I have one? We get to the kitchen, we sit down and I listen to the convos going on around me. The guy's are talking about work, women, their kid's, guy shit, I hear one convo between Amber , Paisley and few other's that I don't like! Growling as they talk about my mate as if I am not siting right here. Jesse rubs my back calming me, but when the word Fag comes out I get up but my dad stops me. He orders Amber to leave she is not allowed to eat dinner with us until she learns respect for other's. The bell goes off leting us know something just came into our land and it's not friendly. We race the women and children to the panic room. All who are able and willing to fight head out, once right past where sky is sleeping there are maybe 200 rouges trying to get throw the guard's. My father and I walk out to meet their leader. He's a young dude maybe 20 to 23 years old, not an Alpha male but ok whatever's good for you ROUGES. My dad asks him what do you want? The fucking tirbird damb ass what else? We know you have one that's still sleeping so we kill her before she wakes up no tirbird in your pack to keep you nice and safe. We kill it then you. Dad nods you right having her here keeps all of us safe, but how does she keep us safe? What? How should I know? Well if you don't leave in the next 10 mins you won't be able to leave ever again. Dad states. Whys that? Jesse do you mind showing this rouge why he wont leave? My dad asked him. Jesse cuts his arm his blood hits the ground the ground shakes like an earthquake with the growl that comes from the woods behind us. I smile remembering my dream. In 2 minutes time a much smaller sky comes flying out of the woods 2 swords fly to her she looks for Jesse he points to the rouges. Sky looks at them fire blazed from her eye's. She is hovering above us the pack looks at her with amazment, dad smiles, sky's sword makes a shield around the pack members while she flys over us landing her wings go back in her swords start cutting into rouges at a speed only she can go. In less then 10 minutes all that stands of their army is the learder. Jesse stoped her from killing him for now. Sky walks to Jesse huging him then licks his wound and it's healed. Damn that could come in handy baby! He says. Dad looks at the rouge dude well now you know how she keeps us safe, 3 mate's in the same pack equals one very pissed off tirbird when them mates are threaten. Oh and one very lovely Luna who's a mother to said tirbird one howl from her equals pissed tirbird, then there's Carl her guard a howl from him and pissed tirbird. Then there's me and beta Lawson over there a howl or an order or being asked for help from one of us well look behind you that's what will happen. So I ask you again leave or stay forever your choice. The guy runs like hell is on him. Dad laughs as we all do. Sky goes to go back. Don't Jesse stops her. I have to you know I can't stop it. But you've already lost to much weight sky you wasn't big enough in the first place you could die if you sleep much longer! Wait what did he just say? Liam asked me. Sky smiles at him holding his face in her plan he leans into it. And you wonder why your our mate! He looks at her and actually blushes. Sky giggles oh no not this shit again. Jesse holds her huging her from the waist. How do you think you know all this information about me, my kind, Aidens kind, Liam's kind and all other's? She asked him. He is taken back how? He asked. Ask your mother. She said and her wings came back out warping around her sky please don't baby Jesse pleads with her. Sorry my beta I can't-- she is cut off eyes closed sleep taking her. Once her wings close Liam and I move her back to her woods. I stay around until everyone is long gone. I have to talk to her and then Jesse about what sky said.
Hey baby girl, it's me Aiden. I wanted to come talk to you for 7 months now but I couldn't find the right words or way to do it. I guess in the end fear had to give away to my love for you. Shit I said it already. Sorry I know your not to say it like before the girl does or some shit like that but I did and not taking it back. Anyways as you know I am an Alpha and I don't know how to say I am sorry. But that's just what I am sorry, a loser, a bitch as Jesse would say or block head, I lost sight of who I was for so long and you paid for that. I helped Jesse but turned on you and you were in the same boat as him. Only for year's longer then him. I didn't help you I just made it so much worse. Sky there are no words that will help smooth over the past all I can do is show you now I have changed and I am the alpha you need and want. Well I hope you want but do need. Anyways I am sorry for all the pain and trouble I caused or watched you go throw. I should have been the alpha then and stood up for my fellow pack member no matter what. I should have beaten all them boys who hurt you or banished the girls. I should have proected you from your father and brother. God I am so stupid. I can't change any of that now. All I can do is hope you can forgive me one day and let me show you until then I won't let you down again sky. I might mess up other ways but protecting you I will not. To prove my love to you I am taking the step of faith too. I Aiden Michaels accept you Sky Smith as my mate my everything now and forever more Amen. Like the others the wind lightning rain, I shifted and headed home. Got to the tree line and her soft voice came carried by the wind. I Sky Smith accept you Aiden Michaels as my mate my king my everything now and forever more Amen. My heart jumped my world became bright with her love. I ran home shifting back I ran to my office where the guys where. SHE ACCEPTED ME I scream like a bitch. Claering my throat She accepted me. I say more like a man now. Liam and Jesse fist bump the air and we all accpected each other. Now we wait for her to wake up. When she does the dirty things I am going to do to them!! But first I mark them all and MATE the fuck out them. Smileing evily.