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You were finished your shift at the flower shop and you were on your way home. You stopped by the cafe that the band would be at. You wanted to familiarize yourself with the surroundings. You walked in and a little bell dinged "Hello!" you heard someone say behind the counter. "Hey, is this the place where a band is going to play this weekend?" They nodded. "IS there anything I can get you" You looked at the chalkboard above her scanning over the menu.
"Sure, could I get a chocolate mocha frappuccino?" She wrote it down "What size?" "Small please." She smiled up at you before turning around and preparing your drink. You sat down at one of the chairs and pulled out your phone. You were looking through Instagram when you saw the page of Tendou's band pop up. You clicked on it to see what type of music they preformed. You clicked on their latest video putting in your airpods it started playing. You saw Tendou playing the guitar, he looks so happy. It was the song "Sh-Boom" but more upbeat and to date.
As the video finished the waiter came over with your drink. "Would you like to pay now?" You nodded. "Alright, that'll be 7 dollars please" You handed them the money. You gathered your things and headed back to your apartment.
When you walked in you threw away your drink, it being finished. After a being outside in the dirt all day, all you wanted to do was take a nice warm shower and sleep. So, you put all your belonging away and headed to the bathroom. You looked at yourself in the mirror, why am I like this? Taking a deep breath you took off your clothes and got in the shower. You stood there all your unwanted thoughts coming back to you.
These last few years have been hard on you with your dads passing and your partner cheating on you. It wasn't even that, you were struggling bad with addiction and depression. You were in rehab for 3 years but right when you got out, it started all over again. You wanted it all to end or just have someone who cared. Tendou...he seemed nice, would he care? You didn't know, you never knew.
It's so hard for you. You took your razor and looked at it. It's so pretty. Just like Tendou. He wouldn't hurt you would he? He would, just like everyone else. Everyone hurt you. You slammed the razor on the floor making it break. You took the sharp part and ran your finger over it, slightly cutting yourself. Finally, relief. It's gonna be alright now. You slid the blade of your wrist in the same spot multiple times. You had no reaction. It looked so good. It felt so good.
A cut for every person who hurt you, over and over again. Before you knew it your eyes were half lidded and you were on the shower floor. "Help me please Tendou...you...you're not gonna hurt me?" You were talking to yourself as blood was still pooling out of your arm. And as your last plead for Tendou came out your mouth you were passed out with water splashing on your face.
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