6. Scared of myself

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Dear anxiety,

I'm scared of myself, you've done it this time you over analyze things you make me overthink you push people away and then I feel like I have no one! Why are you doing this to me? Why do you hate me? Speak to her, speak to her, speak to her you press repeat in my mind every time I step outside! You remind me I can't wear certain things because you don't want me to look like that because people will look but why do you do this to me? Why can't I be like her she wears everything she wants and she looks good. You tell me no everytime you wobble my confidence so it's undetected by any part of my mind so that there's no trace of confidence in my walk, in my voice and in my eyes. I just want to know why?

Kind regards

Me

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