Thorik one shots

man whore

Loki pov
I know the avengers forgave me and brought me in but I hate that thor  is always flirting with everyone, everyone but me! God damn it I know he's my brother not my real brother but we have known each other our whole lives. He wouldn't think of me that way. I just wish he would. 

I walk from my room to the kitchen, and I see one of thor's whores not that he isn't one himself. I made a grunting noise and walked past the half naked girl. Thor was at the table eating  pop tarts.

" when's she leaving?"  I groan sitting at the table with Thor, it's pretty late in the morning so the others are probably are doing their own stuff. 

" Be nice brother, she's a beautiful lady." Thor smiled at the short haired blonde. I however rolled my eyes. I would be crying if I were alone. Maybe tears of anger or sadness I don't know but I have had enough this has been going on for months.

" I'm not going to be nice to some slut you brought home. And I'm not going to be nice to you. You sleep with so many women.  guess you're just a man whore! And that's it." I yell causing the girl to jump, Thor looked hurt. I know it hurt him that was the point he was supposed to feel hurt like me. I started to get up when Thor grabbed my arm.

" brother what's wrong? You're never this,- this aggressive." Thor had a look of concern, but I can't show emotion.

" I'm not this aggressive! I tried to take over New York. Not even that long ago!" I yelled by now the woman had left. Thor is acting like I'm never like this. When this is me. Hurt broken, and dead inside. All because of him.

" Loki- we-you were just hurting."

" and I'm not now! I'm obviously still hurting thor. AND IT'S YOUR FAULT." I ripped my arm away and teleported to my room. The door was already closed when I popped in so I locked it and slid down the door with tears in my eyes. Why can't he just see how much I care for him. Probably because he'll never see me in the same way. Because we have grown up as brothers our whole life.  I just wish he would see my feelings so I don't have to tell him. 

After a bit I heard a knock at my door." Go away thor!" I yelled still on the floor. 

" Loki it's me Wanda" she had been my best friend since I came to be a part of the avenger family. She accepted me. And understood me. I stood up, slowly. I didn't want to let her in. But she wouldn't have left. So I opened the door. I pulled her in and closed it. I didn't want anyone else in my room.
" me and nat heard yours and thors fight." She sighed and sat beside me on the ground. " you need to tell him how you feel. Loki it's killing you." Wanda knew how I felt about thor. And she's the only one other than nat. 

" you know I can't. He clearly doesn't feel the same. He's sleeping around with all the beautiful women." And a few men here and there. But still. 

" you never know till you talk to him. Me and the others all have plans. We will be out. Just you and thor." She smirked and got up. Leaving me in my room. She knew I needed time to think. 

Hours had passed and everyone had left. It was so quiet. I was in the kitchen making myself some food. When thor came in. You could tell he was a bit drunk. " Loki, talk to me." He sounded sad. And it was my fault. I turned to face him. Not noticing how close he was. 

" Thor I need to tell you something. And you need to promise not to freak out." I sit down at the island. Thor moved almost tripping to the seat beside me.

" of course." He smiled at me. His mood changed slightly.

" I have these feelings. Feelings for you." I frowned and took a deep breath." And I know you'll never feel the same. Because we grew up as brothers."

" Loki, what are you getting at?" Thor got closer. I think he noticed my eyes getting glossy. 

" Thor it hurts you know. Seeing you with all those girls, and guys. I wish I were them. I wished you loved me like I love you. I wish you'd want to kiss me as much as I want to kiss you. There's so much I want. I want to wake up in your arms, every morning." I was full on crying now. He used his thumb to wipe away the tears. He cupped my face and I nuzzled into his hand. He started leaning in . And then just stopped. I frowned. Did he not want this? 

" Loki I do love you. I want all of that." He was smiling but it was a sad smile.

" but?" I asked, pulling away.

" no, no! I want this." He pulled me back in." Loki yo- your hurting. And broken. Is a relationship what you need?" Thor smiled leaning his forehead against mine.. I-I didn't know he thought about how much I was hurting.

" what I need is you. You always make me smile and laugh. I want this thor. I want you." I pulled him in quick and fast, after all these years I finally get to feel his lips against mine. He soon took dominance. I gladly let him. All I have ever wanted was for him to dominate me. And for him to love me back. 

He pulled away with a big smirk on his face. And I knew that life was going to get a lot better for here on out. 

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