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Thors POV
" Father, why are you sending him away?!"  I yelled. My father's decision enraged me. He wanted to send Loki away. Back to earth. Now Loki has realized his mistakes he's changing. And only now after father sees the change. He's sending him to midgard.

" Loki will never change, and I'm tired of dealing with him. So I'm banishing him. He's a disgrace." Odin was calm and collected. How?! Loki may not be his real son but he has been his father all these years. I know he cares for Loki. He must? I don't know anymore. I can't let Loki go. I need him. I always have and will. I love him.

" but father loki's changing." My eyes were glossing over a bit. The thought of not being able to visit Loki, kills me." 

" THOR YOU NEED TO STOP THIS NONSENSE. LOKI IS BEING BANISHED. AND THAT'S FINAL." his angry face shifted and contorted to a more irritated look. He pinched the bridge of his nose." You need to choose. A life with Loki on earth, where both of you are banished. You won't ever lead the asgardian people. Or leave Loki forget about your feelings and lead." I was angry. How could he make me choose. After I confided in him about my feelings. Towards the younger God. " Loki will be banished by mid day. Tomorrow. You have till then to choose. Leave" the allfather commanded. I walked away confused. I don't know what to choose. Loki means the world to me. He always has since we were kids. But I have always wanted to take the throne. 

Loki's pov
I sit in my cell. Alone like always. Maybe Thor will come to see me one last time. I hope so. I miss him, we haven't seen each other in a midgard year. I feel weak and useless. All I ever wanted was to be his equal. No that's not it all I ever wanted was to be with him. Maybe if he visits I'll get to tell him. I mean I'm never going to see him again, right?  

Soon I heard footsteps. I wasn't too hopeful they were Thors. But the hope was still there. I looked up as the being entered the room. The guards quickly walked off leaving me and the thunder God. I smiled without even knowing it. 
" loki?" There was a hint of happiness in his voice. I stood up walking over to the glass.

" yes." I was way too eager.

" Father has given me a choice." Thor looked down and frowned. I wonder what this is about." He said that I could choose a life with you on earth. Or leave you and lead the Asgardian people." What did he mean 'a life with you on earth' why is that even a choice? Thor is the rightful air to the throne.

" what? A life with me? Has is that even. Choice. Thor you have always wanted to take the throne. Why am a choice. I don't think you care about me enough for that." I laughed a bit at the end. But I still was confused. I wanted answers.

" because loki…. I love you. And I love you so much that I think I know what I want to do." Thor started walking around the glass cage. Pulling open the door after unlocking it. 

" what are you doing Thor?" I stepped back as he moved closer. 

"Loki, love me like I love you. We can be happy." Thor was crying. I've never seen him cry. Not since we were kids. I took a step closer. I don't know why but I did. He moved his hands up to my cheek. And he leaned his head against mine.,''Will you Loki? Love me? If you say yes I'll leave with you." Thor smiled hopefully. Is this really happening. Is he telling me he feels the way I do. I nodded and smiled."wait really?!" Thor. pulled away grabbing my arms. Shaking me a bit. 

" yes! Thor calm down." I laughed and moved closer feeling the desire roll in. I moved my lips to his. Not kissing him, just placing them on his. He's look changed to a lustful look full of desire.

" don't tease me." Thor growled. Sending a shiver down my spine. I loved the feeling. 

" then take control." I smirked wrapping my arms around his neck pulling him in. Our body's pressed so close together.

" with pleasure." He smirked back. Before I knew what was going on he pushed me against the glass wall. My hands above my head. I moaned at the sudden pressure on me. Thor was attacking my neck with his teeth and lips. 

" ahh~Thor." I tried to keep the moan in, but it came out louder than what I intended. He soon pulled away  looking at his work, satisfied with it. He was still close. He loosened the grip on my hands above my head. Giving me time to slip them around his neck." You should go. Tell fath-odin what you have decided."

" your right." Thor pulled away. 

After a few kisses. Thor left to tell Odin. I can't believe Thor chose me! 
The night seemed to fly by.

Thors POV 
I walked to the throne room where father would be." What do you need, son?"  Father had a straight face. No emotion.

" I have made my decision." I signed. Maybe he'll hate me. No it's not maybe he will.

" oh? And what is it?" He looked amused.

" I'm choosing loki…." My father didn't look angry just disappointed.

" hes going to hurt you Thor. Are you sure you want to? You can change your mind." He was trying to convince me. If both his ' sons' left there's no air to the throne.

" I'm sure father. I love him. I always will love him." Odin looked defeated.

" Thor I may not show it but I care and want you to be happy. And I don't know if Loki is the best option. So I'm telling you when Loki hurts you. I'm allowing you to come home. Alone once. You can't go back to him."I understood what he was saying. There's a possibility Loki will hurt me. But I don't think he will.

" thank you father." Those were my last words to him that night. I headed to bed with my mind on Loki. Just like always. 

The morning came fast. I looked over at the time. " fuck!" It's 11:00 Loki and I leave in an hour. I got to get some stuff together. Say goodbye to my mother. And my friends.

 "Thor!" I heard my mother yell for me. I quickly ran down to the kitchen where she should be." Ah there you are. Your father wants to have one last family meal before you and Loki leave."

" will Loki be there?" I asked hopefully. Loki is still family, why wouldn't he be there?

My mother frowned and I knew then that Loki wouldn't be joining us." I'm sorry but. I asked your father and Loki. Loki refuses. As Well as Odin. You know they dont get along." She gave me a quick hug and pushed me into the dining room.

Soo lunch was over and I was saying goodbye to everyone. Loki was brought out in chains as if he's so dangerous. He smirked at me, so I smiled back. We walked a short walk to the portal loki and I were to use.  to get earth. 
" goodbye, Thor. And loki" he looked over to Loki. I know Odin cares for him
 He raised him his whole life. There must be some care. And like I thought he gave him a small smile. And before i knew it Loki was dead chained and headed for the portal. He held his hand out for me to take. I didn't hesitate one but. I knew I wanted a life with Loki and that's what I'm going to get.

An/ sorry this sucks. I kinda rushed. And it's more fluffy then anything. But if you liked please vot.

Word count- 1358 words 

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