Thorik one shots

Broken

Broken 
Thors pov.
I watch as Loki sits in the corner, just reading like always. Reading is all he ever does. Loki has had a lot happen to him. He doesn't even sleep that much. And when he does it's only a few hours before his nightmares take over. The team is getting tired of the screaming. Recently Loki has been slipping Into my room at night. He thinks I'm sleeping which makes it easier for him to come to me. I have noticed that he does get a bit more sleep. It's just he always wakes up early to leave. I wish he wouldn't. I want to help him.

In reality the only reason I know Loki has PTSD is because Nat came to me and told me loki's behavior isn't normal. I didn't understand at first. I thought he just wanted to be close to me  again. Like when we were kids.

( nats and thors convo)
" Thor we need to talk about loki…." Nat walked up to me, I was just hanging in the tower while everyone else was out. 

" what do you mean?"  I put down my pop tarts,as nat came to sit beside me.

" how Loki acts isn't normal." She sighed then continued." I think he has PTSD. He doesn't sleep well, he barely eats. We all care about Loki. And I know you do too. He listens to you the most. You should talk to him about this." Nat stood up and left me to this l about all of this. She's right I need to talk to loki.

( present time)
I walked down the halls of the 28 floor. Loki and I were on this floor. I knew where he would be normally in his room. Reading.

I knock on his door. No answer. I knock again. Still nothing. Then I hear him whimpering from inside his room. It must be a nightmare. I push open the door to find Loki thrusting around in his sleep. I sit beside him on the bed. The sudden shift in weight made him jump up. I grabbed a hold of him. " shhhhhh it's me loki." I whispered to his ear while rubbing circles on his lower back. Seeing him like this hurt a lot. Loki confident and sassy side was gone now he was quiet and insecure.

" thor….." Loki pulled away and gave a weak half hearted smile.

" yes, love?" I cursed myself for calling him love. Hopefully he didn't notice.

" promise me you'll never leave." Loki looked like he was going to cry. I pulled him back into a hug.

 " I'm never going to leave you. But where's all this coming from loki?"

" in my dream you uh left me." I could tell he's holding back on me 

" Why did you leave?" 

" If I tell you, then you will really leave me and you'll be disappointed. And disgusted by me." Loki held me tight. Trying to pull me closer. As  if I would ever leave him. Ge needs to I won't.

" Loki,  I won't.  I promise. You can tell me anything" I reassured him. Lightly brushing my lips on his cheek.

" you left me because I told you how I really felt about you." Loki turned away and pulled back. I left his head back up with my thumb and pointer finger gripping his chin. 

" and how do you really feel?" I know where this was going. So I was smirking. And leaning in. But I needed him to say it

" I love you thor…." Loki looked sad. He still thinks I'm going to reject him.

" and I love you too." I smiled and was going to lean in when loki spoke 

" no. I'm in love with you." The long raven haired man had a serious look on his face. I couldn't help but laugh. 

" I'm in love with you too, silly." I emphasize 'in'

 " wait really?!" He kinda yelled. It was adorable. He's like a kid getting the birthday present they always wanted.  I nodded and leaned in to FINALLY kiss him. I stopped as are lips touched. They were just brushing against each other. And before I knew what was happening Loki pulled me Into a deep passionate kiss. I cupped his face with my hands. Keeping him close. And I never plan on letting go.

An/ sorry ita short. Hope u still liked it 

Word count- 736 words