Regrets: Myself II - END
Back when I was a kid, I don't study at all. I wish that I could turn back time but the reality is hard and all I can do now is to learn from my mistake. I am sick and tired of people telling that I am smart, but I actually not and in fact, I see myself as a fool. What you see in yourself is what you believe, not other people's opinion about you, right? I always blaming myself for being so lazy. Because of that, I waste a lot of our family's money on being such a fool in school. I am so worried about my future, reality sure comes kicking hard and I just got a little bit taste of it. College is the true gateway of real reality, I suppose. I am still doubting myself, I am putting so much pressure on myself. I want to able to finish college and have a stable job as a teacher hopefully, but it should also comes with hardwork and I want a permament job until the day I die or retire, I know that life is not that easy. Reality is so cruel, man.
