Regrets: Family I
I
am gonna start to the person who bring me on this world, my mother, Shane. I hope she will not read this 'cause I don't want to get embarrassed. She risked her life just to bring in this world and yet, I don't even appreciate it or even be thankful enough. Instead, I fight her. For silly reasons. Hopefully now, I don't even do that anymore because I'm more matured than before. I cannot even say this to you in person, I will ever be cannot do that because I'm not a good kid. I am so sorry for all of the fights and arguments, I wished I knew better. But, I cannot go back into the past, the only thing that I can do is to learn from my mistakes and will not do it again. But, people always making the same mistakes and we can't fix what's broken anymore, all we got to do is say sorry. I am still thankful enough that you did not abandon me and you didn't create a new family with another man like my father. I am also thankful that you supports me. You support my needs and I wish that someday I could repay you and not to be a burden when I become an adult.
