Harry and Louis just got home from the teen awards; Louis goes inside throws his jacket on the sofa and goes to his room without saying a word.
Immediately Harry runs after him.
“Boobear? What’s wrong? We just won 3 awards aren’t you excited?” Harry asked concerned, he was so happy from winning three awards, until he saw Louis’ face. He didn’t recognize his expression and that scared him.
“Yeah whatever” he heard Louis mumble from his room.
Harry heard the hurt in his lovers voice and all his happiness came crashing down.
“Babe?” Harry asked “Can I come in please?”
Louis didn’t answer, Harry didn’t get it, they were happy, they were supposed to be happy right now. They just won three awards, did an awesome performance, had loads of fun, joked around with Grimmy, -Then it hit Harry, Grimmy of course, Louis had a weird expression on his face ever since Nick asked Harry to come back on stage when they were just about to leave. Now he realized that expression was jealousy. But Harry was still confused, he and Nick were just friends, he loved Louis more than anything, he knew that, right?
Harry went inside, only to see Louis lying on their bed; he was shaking, so he was crying concluded Harry. He couldn’t stand seeing his Boobear like that.
“Lou? Lou what’s wrong, and don’t lie you know I can see right through you” harry smiled.
“Nothing just leave it.” Louis sobbed.
“Babe, is it because Grim? You know he’s only a friend we were messing around.”
Louis jumped up “YOU WEREN’T MESSING AROUND, I KNOW IT, I KNOW HIM”
His voice sounded so hurt, it sounded like every piece of his body hurt and he needed all his strength to say a word. Harry started crying, whenever Louis felt happy, he felt happy but whenever Louis felt sad he felt sad. He just couldn’t take Louis crying or feeling hurt, but he was so confused himself. He didn’t do anything wrong now did he?
“What you mean Boo? Calm down please, I love you, only you, you know that” Harry sobbed.
“But Nick wants you and you’re too blind to see, and you like him so much and every time you’re with him I’m scared. I’m scared Harry, cause you have so much fun with him and you always come home talking about how great your day was together and how awesome and hilarious he is. And I’m just Louis Tomlinson, I’m just me, the only thing I can, the only thing that I feel like I need to do, is make you laugh, but he is doing that now, and he is probably better at it. He is so much better, he can offer you so much more, and I’m scared that one day you will realize I’m not so perfect as you thought I was, and then Nick will be there, and then you will see that he is so much more than me, and I will be alone, alone hazz, cause you are everything I have, I have no one but you”
And after that Louis broke down, he fell on the floor and all the tears he was holding back started to flow, and he couldn’t stop, he was shaking and crying on the floor. And it killed Harry, He just stood there shocked by what he just heard and shocked by what he is witnessing. He never knew Louis thought that.
“Sweetie” Harry whispered, whilst lying down beside him, taking him in his arms and holding him as close as possible. “Sweetie, no one ever, in this world, can replace you, I never knew you felt this way, and it breaks my heart cause not one thing is true from what you just said. You and only you are the one who can always put a smile on my face no matter what. And you are so, so perfect, and I love you so, so much. And I promise you Boo, I promise you now, that you won’t ever, ever be alone, cause I will always be here, standing next to you, holding your hand and whispering how much I love you, forever and ever. And now that I know how you feel I won’t see Nick anymore unless it’s for work, cause I would do anything to make you feel happy, and no one can stand in the way of that, no one can stay in the way of us. Cause you Louis William Tomlinson, are my one and only, and I love you to the moon and back.”
Louis slowly stopped crying, Harry took his face in his hands and started kissing all his tears away. “I’m sorry Hazza” Louis whispered. “Don’t be” Harry mumbled before kissing him softly on the lips.
“I love you Haz”
“I love you too Boobear”.
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