Life Of A Kpop Idol [ Male Reader ]

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Y/N's Pov

I found out that Ms Park is going to America because she wants to spend more time with her parents.

Who am I to stop her right?

As I looked down, the tears that I have been holding back were finally visible. I try to sniffle softly so that she won't notice but she did.

"Yah! Are you crying?" She teased.

I shook my head. I heard her laugh.

She then patted my head and spoke.

"It's okay. We will meet again soon. Araso?" She paused.

I looked up and noticed that tears were dropping from her eyes. She then used her hand to wipe it off.

"Promise me that you will not do the thing that I am doing right now. Don't show your emotions to people as it will make you vulnerable. Especially if you become a Kpop idol." She sniffled.

I nodded.

"Good! Let's just enjoy this moment!" She paused. "Now...where is that annoying smile of yours." She teased.

I give her her wish. I looked at her and my lips slowly turned into a grin.

She laughed as she pinched my chubby cheeks.

The whole night was spent with us making memorable memories with each other.

We eat, tease and laugh. Repeat

Timeskip

It was finally time to say goodbye. We are at the airport. Ms Park colleagues were also there to say goodbye.

One by one they left and soon I was the only one left.

"Come here." She motioned me to come near her as She hugged me.

"You must be happy right now. You have the apartment all for yourself now." She asked.

"Yes noona." I teased.

Wrong answer.

She pinched my belly which made me whine in pain.

She was laughing.

I honestly did not want her to go. I am scared to be lost. I am scared to have no protection but I was willing to let her go.

Through her I experience how it feels like to have a sister.

We said our last goodbye and gave each other one last hug.

I gave her one last wave and stayed at the same spot until her figure was nowhere to be seen.

Timeskip ( currently in 2017 )

It has been a year since I have joined SM as a trainee. To be brutally honest, it has not been an ideal environment.

As I still have minor problems speaking Korean, don't get me wrong, I have improved but not to my liking. My progress was slow.

This caused me to not perform well during the monthly performances.

But the bigger problem that I encountered was during the group performance.

As I am known to always mess up during the performances, it is safe to say that I am the least person they want to be grouped with.

Whenever my group did not perform to the expectations set up by our instructors.

They will always blame someone. And guess who. Me.

So my reputation in the company is bad, very bad.

Whenever I walk past someone they will say some remarks and those who choose to not say anything, they killed me with their looks.