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Taylor's pov

I open my eyes to wake up and look at the unfamiliar surroundings. I then remember that I was at Grayson's place. I was hugging the pillow and it smells just like Grayson. I had a very good sleep last night.

I hand a very fuzzy dream last night too and it annoys be tremendously. I feel like I had a whole story in my head my head but I couldn't see it.

I slowly make my way out of bed and out of the room. I check for Grayson in his room but I don't see him in there. I then here a clutter and follow the noise which leads to the kitchen and I find Greyson.

"Morning," I say to him.

"Morning, do you want coffee?" He asks and I nod. He he pours me a cup and hands it to me then we take a seat around the kitchen counter.

"How did you sleep?" he asks.

"I slept amazing, what about you?"

"It was okay." He says. We continue to have small talk and pass time for a while. He then stands up to make us breakfast. I just sit and watch as he gracefully moves around the kitchen making me food. I can't lie. He's getting more attractive every time I see him. Right now I can't stop staring at his muscles; like his back muscles when he reaches for something in the cabinets of his arms while he carefully prepares the food.

He then places an omelette in front of me. The food he has made is very delicious and I clean the plate in just a few short minutes.

"This is so good." I comment.

"It's nothing," he says while smiling. "Do you have anything going on today?"

"I'm probably hanging out my friends and then Kevin later."

"Oh." He says plainly. I can't tell what he means when he says that.

"I should change and go," I say as I slowly get up from the chair I was sitting on.

"Do you have to go now?" He looks at me and I really don't want to go.

"Yes," I say but I wanted to say no. I wanted to tell him that I want to stay. I don't feel obliged to stay here and make him feel better, I actually like him. It's scary. I need to go back to Kevin.

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I was sitting with my new friends, well not so new, and we were at an upscale salad restaurant. The whole time here I just keep thinking that I want to go and I've stuck it out for and hour so I could go.

"Hey guys I have to go, Kevin wants me," I say. I didn't lie to them I was going to Kevin's place after this.

"So soon. We haven't seen you around much." One of them say. That's not really true, I have been hanging out with my old friends but it's mostly them. In all honesty I don't know why I am friends with them. There is such limited options to do when we hang out; they prefer to do anything expensive to brag to other people.

"We'll hang out soon," another says.

"Definitely," I reply.

Maybe I'm getting too old for this but I know I'm bored of doing this. I used to have friends like this back in high school and I think once I was in college I saw how unnecessary this whole thing is. Maybe that's why I wasn't friends with theses people to begin with and I'm realizing this again.

I go to Kevin's place. As soon as I arrived he had his hands all over me, I could tell he was very frisky today. I eventually make him stop and suggest we just watch a movie. I became bored of that very quickly and tried to have a conversation with him to pass time.

I then leave and I am sure I only spent an hour there. I drive back to my place and as soon as I arrive I feel the whole days finally taking a toll on me. I am exhausted but it is strange because I was not working. I was supposed to have enjoyed my day but it seems that I have escaped.

I change into pajamas and head straight to bed. I don't sleep yet I decide to go on my computer since I haven't been on it for a while. I was just going around many folders and then I ended up on the gallery.

I have taken a lot of photos with my family and we all look so happy. I keep scrolling through photos and after the family photos I go through friends and then photos of Grayson. The are a lot of him. And then there are photos of us together, many of them.

I start getting tired and stop at a selfie of us looking at each other. I'll continue to go through the rest tomorrow this is really interesting. I don't know what is wrong with me but maybe a spa day will help but first I should sleep.

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