My friend Ana

First Kiss

Jin opened the door carefully, holding the homemade bulgogi to his chest. Hoseok was laying on his side, fiddling with a loose string on the hospital blanket.

"Hobi? May I come in?" He nodded in response. The man had retreated inside himself, only opening up a little when Yoongi was around. This worried the doctors, and they had decided to keep him hospitalized until he decided to speak around anyone other that just Yoongi.

"Hey...I brought you some food, I didn't think you would like the stuff the hospital has. Do you think you could eat it?" No response. He sighed. "Do you want me to bring Yoongi in? He's still here, he hasn't gone ten feet from your room the whole time. "

Hoseok was shocked. Why would he do that? Did he really care that much? He nodded again, tears threatening to spill out of his eyes. That had been happening a lot lately.

Jin exited, and a few seconds later Yoongi was at his bedside.

"Hey Hobi." He spoke quietly, hoping he could get a few words out of him.

"Hey." Success!

"How...how are you feeling?"

"Fine."

"So...Jin made bulgogi for you." Here goes nothing.

"He did." A tear made its way down his cheek.

"Can you...eat a little for me?"

"...n-no." Droplets were falling freely now, soaking his cheeks with his pain.

"Hobi, please...if you don't eat...you'll die." Yoongi was crying now too, seeing his dongsaeng in pain was too much for him. How could he let this happen? What could he have done?

"I-Isn't that what I-I wanted?" Yoongi sobbed and gripped Hoseok in a tight embrace. He pulled up the sleeve of the hospital gown and kissed the scars on his wrist. Hoseok looked away and cried harder.

"Please, hang on just a little longer...I'll make you want to live. You're worth it, I promise, you deserve everything, I...I love you Hobi..."

And with that he pressed his lips against the other's.

Hoseok was surprised at first, but he quickly melted into it, moving his mouth in sync with Yoongi's. He tilted his head and deepened the kiss, letting Yoongi slip his tongue in and explore the inside of his mouth. He put one hand on the back of his neck and the other one on his back, pulling them even closer.

After a few minutes, they pulled apart, staring at each other's flushed faces.

"I'll kiss you again for each bite you take. How's that?" Yoongi whispered.

Hoseok cracked a small smile and reached for the plastic container.