Falling In Love With My Best Friend

Chapter 5 - I Can't Believe You

JUSTIN’S POV: 

What am i’m going to do? i can’t just leave her after the kiss? i.. i groaned scratched my neck looking down. ‘’Justin are you okay?’’ i hear y/n say behind me. 

‘’Huh? Oh! Yeah.’’ i said ‘’y/n i want to ask you something special’’ ‘’Yeah?’’ She said eyes full of hope. ‘’ y/n will you be my girlfriend?’’i asked. ‘’Yes Justin yes! i would love to!” she hopped on me and i hold her up kissing her. Me and y/n was having a day where we cuddled and just was staying together. we played in bed just cuddling and talking and i wasn’t paying any attention on what y/n said i was in my own world thinking of tour. a tear rolled down my cheek. “are you okay Justin?” She asked sitting up. “Yeah im fine” Dammit.. she knows when im lying.. ‘’Come on.. spit it out.’’ She said taking my hand in hers. i looked into her eyes. ‘’Can… Can we just go outside or something?’’ ‘’Yeah sure’’ we stood up from the bed and walked outside in front of her house. I guess it’s time to tell her. ‘’y/n i..’’ I didn’t got to say anymore because my phone rang. i lifted my pointer finger up to tell her 1 second. 

- Scooter & Justin's Conversation- 

J: Yeah man? 

S: Your flying today at midnight! 

J: *Sigh* Okay. Bye.

I hang up then turn around to see y/n standing there crying. shit. she heard. ‘’What does he mean your flying today at midnight?’’ She said tears running down her cheeks. ‘’ y/n.. ‘’ I sigh running my hand through my hair. ‘’Justin tell me what’s going on!’’ She said raising her voice higher. ‘’I was going to tell you but - ‘’BUT WHAT JUSTIN? YOU KISSED ME AND ASKED TO BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND? AND THEN YOUR LEAVING! unbelievable. ‘’ She yelled mumbling the last word i took a step closer to her taking her hand but she just yanked it away. ‘’Y/n im so SO sorry! i can’t take you with me on tour because Scooter think’s your an distraction, Please don’t leave me y/n! I love you with all my heart can’t we just try?’’ ‘’How long is this tour thingy?’’ She asked looking down. ‘’3 years’’ i sighed ( I know its not that long but then it will ruin my idea :P ) “ 3 YEARS?’’ She yelled. ‘’3 FUCKING YEARS?’’ I gulped and nodded. ‘’y/n im leaving tonight. Scooter already booked me a flight!’’ i groaned angry. ‘’JUSTIN YOU WILL FORGET ME WHEN THERE WENT 3 YEARS!’’ Now she was all crying and it was hurting me to see her crying that much. 

‘’y/n please no. please don’t leave me.’’ I said crying now. ‘’you should have thought of that before’’ She said and with that she walked inside of her house. i can’t believe what i just did. i kissed her.. and asked her to be mine. then loose her.. i sat down on my knees putting my head in my hands crying like a baby. 

Y/N’S POV: 

I can’t believe he just did that! i mean didn’t he love me? wasn’t it true love? You run upstairs and throw you on your bed crying. “Why?” “Why me?” you whispered to yourself. then you heard a honk outside and you walked to your window looking out and seeing one of Justin’s friend driving him to the airport. Before he step in he caught your eyes staring sad at you. he also had puffy red eyes. Still crying. You just turned away laying down and cried your eyes out. 

JUSTIN’S POV: 

I saw her turn around and that was the last i saw from her. My love. My everything! And im so stupid i just let her walk away from me. What a great start of a tour!