Falling In Love With My Best Friend

Chapter 9 - Why Did You Do It?

*JUSTIN’S POV*

I kept on texting y/n if she’s there but she didn’t answer. I only live a few blocks from y/n so i guess I’m just gonna walk up to her. i began walking out seeing a ambulance and police where y/n’s house is. Oh god! Y/n! I run over to the place and saw y/n standing there. I felt a relief over me. until i realized she was crying. “Y/n?” I asked walking over to her seeing what she was looking at. James…. “Omg y/n I’m so sorry!” I walked over to her hugging her. “Excuse me but we need this boy to the hospital can you follow us?” A police man come and asked us. “Yes of course” I said taking y/n’s hand but she was so frozen she didn’t walk. “Y/n”  I sigh. I hold her bridal style walking over to my car. 

*Skip car ride*

We hadn’t heard any news from Jason. yet. Y/n was sleeping on my shoulder right now. She’s been crying herself to sleep. “Y/n? uhm.. Y/n Y/F/N (Your full name)” “She’s asleep but i can say the message to her” I said looking up at the nurse. “Uhm.. Well one of you can meet” - “JAMES!” Suddenly Y/n screamed probably from her nightmare. She was sweating. “Y/n its was just a nightmare” I said rubbing her back. “No i dreamed that James died” She said i saw out the corner of my eyes the nurse swallowing hard. oh oh. “Well.. uhm i was saying that one of you can meet James. I think y/n should start, so i can talk to you” I looked at the nurse nodding. Y/n walked into James room. “so?” I said. “Well y/n’s brother James. uhm.. is. unfortunately” - “ JAMES OH MY GARD!” Y/n intrrupted the nurse again running out of the room. I looked at the nurse who was walking away. no.. Y/n. I looked at Y/n who was fully crying. 

*Y/N’S POV* 

You couldn’t believe it. why.. He was.. dead.. gone.. away from me.. its my damn fault. You cried looking down feeling two strong arms wrapping around you hugging you tight. “I’m so sorry y/n. I really am” Justin said kissing your forehead. “drive me.. h-h-home” You stuttered crying. you just wanted to go home. before you and Justin walked out you walked in where James was. “its my fault I’m so sorry James. I love you.” You kissed his forehead walking out and drive home. When you was at your house you just walked straight up to your room crying. Your door opened and Justin came in. “Y/n?” Justin said looking at you laying in your bed. “Can you please leave me alone and just come back tomorrow?” You said looking at him. Yu could barely see he nodded because of the blurriness. He walked out and soon your heard the front door open and close. I. Can’t. Take. It. Anymore.