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these are sensitive to me. A little about me so you know what I'm writing about. I have 7 sisters and one brother I have other siblings but they're not by blood. I will try and use other names so my private life isn't revealed too much. I'm 14 and have a fucked up life. My mom is very toxic and blames her kids for her issues and blames us for everything that has happened to her we've adapted to it and just don't care anymore. I have a father who's manipulative, controlling, abused the fuck out of us. Hehe, daddy issues as mommy issues yea that's a plus🙂All of the above my family is very religious my father is on a whole other level of religion. He and my mother got in a fight four years ago and she asked us if we wanted him gone I wasn't thinking I just hated how here was treating me so we all said yes and some of us regret saying that at times I don't but most of all I do. And you're probably like "why the hell would she miss an asshole like that" well after everything I held onto the good things and it destroys me every day but at this point, I don't care I just want to be happy and get along with my family but that's never gonna happen. My family is complicated. My dad still comes over all the time and my mom sometimes doesn't care but she also likes to cause fights so sometimes it ends badly but...I've always learned with my family to never let anything process through your mind let it reach your mind put up a wall so the next day everything goes back to normal and it's fine. I've never processed the trauma I've been through and now I've been processing it a lot and it's slowly killing me. Why did I think this was all okay like what the fuck. So these are all based on true stories. A little about myself. I'm very sarcastic lmao I never take anything seriously, I literally can't stand myself hehe I'm just a Brocken bitch that needs to get the fuck away from her fucked up family, I cuss a lot like A LOT, I hate people just pure hate, all I do is lay in bed and think, music is my escape, I stay up till 6 am and wake up at 7 pm, now let's shut the fuck about this dumb shit y'all will learn more also I've rarely gone to school lmao love y'all MWAH❤️(I'm not a writer so these are just sum to read when your bored I'm not a serious person okay? okay.)

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