No Place Like Us (ON HOLD)

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Messiah

"Look I'm not mad I jus think tht would be good for me to live on my own since I haven't in a long while or at all actually. I'm almost 30 and I haven't ever lived on my own. I went from my mother house to having a roommate in college to living wit my crazy abusive narcissistic ex to here wit u. I need to do this to find myself  again. Like u said I need to be secure again before anything could happen between us" Sayorah said

Before I could even reply she was walking out the kitchen. I didn't mean to hurt her feelings but shit it's wat we r right? Idk I thought we was taking shit slow, even tho everything is backwards I mean shit she already living here. I ran my hand down my face. Roma came in the kitchen interrupting my thought process

"So" she started, tbh I didn't even wanna be bothered by her, she had been acting weird ever since I last saw her in New York. "Are u ok?" She came to closer to me rubbing my arm, I looked at her from the corner of my eye "I'm straight" I was about to walk away but she kept talking "we all miss u in New York...I miss you" she got closer leaning on my chest. I pushed her back a lil "Roma I already told u Ian interested" I told her "wat do u mean not interested?" She asked wit a mug "exactly wat I said" "but y uk u love me and I love u so y don't u jus give it a try? Give us a try? I'll be gud to u. I'll be better than tht Shanaenae girl. She doesn't even want u. I want u" she said giving me puppy dog eyes but I wasn't falling for it I jus walked out the kitchen

Later tht night
I went n knocked on Sayorah door, we haven't talking in a couple hours after wat she said in the kitchen. I had left the house n was just getting back. "Come in" her soft voice said "hey" I said "hey wats up?" "I was jus checking in on u" she smiled slightly "I'm fine" I walked all the way in her room " so could u rebraid my hair?"

Next day
Sayorah

Last night was weird not sleeping in the same bed as Messiah. He had asked if I was sleeping in his bed before I went to sleep but I denied his offer. Things was already going too fast anyway.

I woke up and went straight into the shower. After washing my face and brushing my teeth I started walking into my room only to find Roma snooping through my things. I leaned up against the door frame watching her.

"Wat r u doing in my room?" I asked watching her jump. She turned around n looked at me "oh well uh I was looking for u" she said "and y?" I asked not wanting to be bothered by her presence "well I jus thought we should talk and I felt like there's some things u should kno" she smirked "things like wat?" "Well I'm not sure if Siah told u but we are kind of a thing. But I'm guessing he didn't tell u since u were so shocked to see me" she said "nah he didn't tell me" I said not really caring cuz I'm sure she was lying "well now u know, I jus thought I should come to u, u kno woman to woman. It's a little typical actually that he would hav an older woman living wit him. Ever since his mother passed away he's had a thing for.....charity work" she said looking me up and down. Is this bitch serious right now? "Well anyway I'll get out of ur hair" she said with a smirk walking out of my room keeping her eyes on me. She seriously rubbed me the wrong way. She's either insane or is sane n being led on, either way I pitied her.

I need to find a new apartment and soon, I didn't kno wen she was leaving but I didn't want to be put in the middle of this, whatever it is.

I was distracted from my thoughts by my phone ringing to see that it was Deidra. She was supposed to be helping me look at apartments today. I enjoyed her company and I was there for her whenever she needed me. We started to form a bond. "Hello" I said into the phone "Heyy Sae, just wanted to make sure we were still on for today?" She asked me "oh yea of course I'm getting ready and I'll be over to pick u up in about an hour" I said to her "ok great just lmk wen ur on the way"

We then hung up and I proceeded to get ready.

Hey guys something really short jus to upload. I'm so so sorry for the wait I was just being lazy. But I promise I will start uploading more often. Thank you for being patient