Yea I'm depressed but hey the show must go on
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I woke up the next morning to the door being swung open "good morning!" I groaned glancing at the door to see angel smiling widely "no it's too fucking early fuck this" I mumbled rolling overhearing footsteps coming towards the bed "touch me and I'll beat ur ass with a fucking crowbar" I growled hearing a pouty noise almost certain that she was upset with my response "but Lil's if u hit me with a crowbar I'll fuck you with a rusty spoon" I could hear the smiles in her voice "why can't you be normal for once and be ya know not a morning person!" I moaned sitting up rubbing my eyes "I mean it's Monday for fucks sake" we heard a chuckle from the doorway "awe little lilac is sleepy~" Kevin cooed causing me to roll my eyes before standing up I walked over to the dresser feeling eyes on my back I look overseeing that angel was gone but Kevin watching me from the doorway "ya know ur creepy sometimes Kevin. If ur going to stare at me at least comment on something" I said my voice raspy from sleep as I scavenged the draws trying to find something that looked half comfortable, I failed miserably. "Ya know what ur friends and I were talking about something. How do you raise 2 kids and go to school? I'm curious honestly" his words brought me back to my house my nephew's "shit." That was all I said as I walked out not even thinking about anything "son of a bitch" I chased after angel "ANGEL WAIT!" I yelled seeing her pause and look back at me confused "what's up?" I stopped running finally catching up "I need a ride and I'm not asking Kevin" as if summoned Kevin chimed in "not asking Kevin for what" I mentally cursed myself trying to think of an Excuse but sighing when I came out of my thought empty-handed "I need to go home now." Was all I could tell him lying was pointless after my last escape attempts he keeps a bodyguard on me at all times escape is futile. He eyed me up and down deciding on whether or not to let me he was torn I could tell "please Kevin my nephew's need me" he looked lost before sighing "I can't let you but I can give you a phone" I stared at him clearly annoyed "that's why I didn't fucking ask you and I asked angel because she actually knows why" I grumbled under my breath before giving angel pleading eyes. "Hey, Kevin wait......" Angel hesitated looking at me once more "Kevin let me take her home really quick she can grab her stuff say goodbye and come back I'll make sure." He glanced at her my eyes had a spark of hope "no that's final lilac is not to leave this house" and he crushed it I snapped "HOW COULD ANYONE BE HAPPY HERE IM NOT UR GOD DAMN PROPERTY! AND THIS ISN'T A HOUSE ITS A FUCKING PRISON!" I stormed off unable to stay any longer tears burning my eyes threatening to fall. I walked out the front door noticing I'm being followed. I whipped my head around staring at the man " where the fuck do you think you're going?" he asked I just stared at him with a hard gaze. he stepped closer to me "I need to know miss" I looked him up and down he was easy on the eyes maybe that's why I didn't mind him following me. a sigh escaped my lips 'maybe I can get him to take me somewhere I inhaled sharply stepping towards seeing him stiffen as I approach him. " miss?" I didn't respond ignoring him stopping right in front of him. his posture screamed nervous to me. I couldn't help the smile that planted itself on my lips "what's your name?" he looked shooked before answering "Brandon miss but call my grizzly I insist" I nodded my smile dropping he was small. even standing my mear 5'6ft was tall compared to him he looked to be 5'5ft. he looked up at me confused "how old are you grizzly?" a look of curiosity placed itself upon my features. "15 miss?" I waved my hand in front of us " lilac, please miss is too formal for my taste I'm 15 as well" he eyed me as if trying to figure out if I lied "I have a question brandon-" "grizzly" this son of a bitch had the guts to cut me off but he's nervous when I approach. rolling my eyes before continuing "grizzly, why are you here?" he gulped as he contemplated the harm in telling me " I-" he paused "I'm here because my father needed money so he sold my services to Kevin" I nodded knowing how he felt reaching out to grab his arm. but he pulled away causing me to sigh " I know what that feels like I-" I stopped myself before I showed too many emotions "so why are you following me?" he glanced at me obviously glad to change the subject "my job is to keep an eye on you and keep you out of trouble" I nodded "like a bodyguard?" I asked as he nodded his head answering me. I turned to walk away walking out the front door hearing him follow. he grabbed my arm "where are you going ?" I looked down at his hand the skin was white his grip was strong. I looked back up meeting his gaze shock as if he expected a different response I snickered "let me go, you're not going to get information with a pathetic grip like that grizzly" his face hardened looking at me sternly "lilac I can't let you leave without escorting you" my face said it all he gulped letting my arm go holding up car keys "if I can't convince you to stay put I guess we'll take you where you want" a man walked over obviously annoyed he offered me his hand "I'm Gabe and you are ?" eyeing his hand he was gruff not the type I'd usually be caught dead with "lilac" shaking his hand made me sick to my stomach 'how can someone smell like melting plastic it radiates off this man' I thought holding back the urge to puke quickly removing my hand grizzly's voice filled my ear bringing me back to his presents "the car is this way, also there is a can of body spray in there" he winked at me 'this bastard he knew what I was thinking' my attention was souly on grizzly at this point. I watched as he pushed back his curly strawberry blonde hair then looking into his green eyes.....wait his eyes shit I'm staring. he was saying something he pointed to a black car it looked new. Gabe opened the rear door for me I quickly slid inside buckling my seatbelt. after a minute the other two got inside the car. "catch" I looked up to see grizzly tossing his body spray to me from the passenger seat. sniffing the can I deemed it worthy spraying Gabe quickly before spraying the rest of the car "WHAT THE HELL!" Gabe's voice boomed while grizzly chuckled. his voice was deep "where would you like to go lilac?" I thought for a moment. "the mall I need new clothes" I said before they started the car driving I zoned out
