Not gonna lie this chapter is going to make me cry so bare with me please I've been crying for awhile
Chapter 2:The talk
Caden and I are now sitting in the parking lot of the school to talk whatever he means I'll find out soon "it's him isn't it" Caden suddenly asked throwing me off "w-what?" "Don't play dumb with me sis he's still in your head isn't he" I looked down unable to make an excuse he then sighed "I don't get it he's in jail he can't hurt you anymore so why?" I looked at my hands "ANSWER ME!?" I jumped as he slammed his hands on the wheel "IM SORRY I'M SORRY PLEASE I DIDN'T MEAN TO" I started to cry Caden looked at me remorseful "sis calm down I'm not going to hurt you I promise " Caden said as I backed into the truck door "he said that he always said that ur lying to me i know you are" after I said this silence filled the vehicle tears fell but I didn't make any effort to stop them I quickly regretted my words but stayed quiet knowing I was on thin ice "I'm lying? U Don't trust me? After all these years of being here for you, you still don't trust me " he looked at me hurt "I trust you more than anyone Caden it's just hard " with those words he sighed "it hurts that you don't believe me about that" I didn't respond just whipped my eyes and waited for him to unlock the door once he did I got out and walked straight to the school "sis wait" Caden called from behind me but I didn't stop once I was in the school I sat across from my best friend Kennedy she is alot like me been to hell and back as soon as she saw me she smiled "welcome back queen of hell" "fuck off" I slammed my bag down and she jumped slightly "what happened? Who do I need to kill" I just walked to the breakfast line once I got back I saw rose my cousin and other best friend he literally lives in hell we stay close me, Kennedy Monroe, and rose kurama all headed to the pattio once we finished eating on the way out I kicked the door open and heard an insult from somewhere close I think behind the door not sure I just kept walking and roles my eyes once I set my Stuff down Caden came over "sis look I'm sorr-" "it's ok I'm over it please just drop it" "I scared the piss out of u I won't just drop it" "CADEN I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT SO DON'T" I hadn't realized I raised my voice at him at this revilation that all eyes were on me I quickly grabbed my stuff and escaped to the only place I can go to get away from it all the library I walked in and headed to the back and sat down pulling out my book and phone I put my earbuds in and listened to my favorite song I sang along softly
(play song now)
I've been locked in the locker
I was picked last in soccer
And they that it's all fun
But they're fun it ain't fun
Now I know we're all different
but I don't see the difference
me, you or moivoi so if you've had enough come to the land of the lost and lonely don't be afraid to be one big family a freaks
like You and me
I know a place where the bruised and broken lives like the kings and queens of tragedy just freaks like You and me we are the freaks
I've been kicked out and that's our I pretend that it don't hurt and I know that they're just words but sticks stones they break bones but just know we can all be disciples and write our own Bibles with the freaks in the title
It's me, you ur two or moivoi so if you've had enough then come to the land of lost and lonely don't be afraid we'll be one big family of freaks like you and me I know a place where the bruised and broken live at the Kings and the queens of tragedy just freaks like You and me
We are the freaks
come to the land of the lost and lonely don't be afraid we'll be one big family of freaks like you and me
I know a place where the bruised and broken live like kings and the queens of tragedy just freaks like you and me
Come home.
Where you can be you I can be me we'll never leave cuz we are the freaks
Come home
Where you can be you I can be me we'll never leave cuz we are the freaks
We are the freaks
I sat there for a few more minutes then the bell rang so I went to my first period of the day
After classes I waited in the cafeteria for Caden when I looked up he was with his girlfriend Onix I sighed as they came over to me "alright Onix I have to go " "why do you give her a ride anyway she's basically a pig she should walk" I pretended not to hear her and turned around showing I was there " hey Onix what's up? " "Oh nothing how are you lilac" she responded smiling sweetly " oh nothing really just really want to head home ya know" my brother gave me a testing glance 'well I'm screwed curse my pride' I thought as I walked out of the building and went to his truck no longer giving a shit I waited for 10 minutes till he finally showed "what took ya bro," I asked watching him walk over to the driver door "don't you 'what took ya bro' ur so much in trouble" I made no move to inter the truck as he unlocked it"well maybe she shouldn't talk shit" "you heard it didn't you" I glare at him " HOW COULD I NOT SHE'S A TWO TIMING BITCH SHE'S FATTER THEN MY ASS BUT BE MY GUEST I'LL FUCKIN WALK" with that said I made my way off campus not even mad at them
