Just Let Me Go... (Sad Bakugo AU)

Chapter One: Crying, Cuts, And Yells

Bakugo woke up from his nap. It was Saturday afternoon, everyone wasn't annoying him, like usual. He seemed... Sad.. he had faint scars across his arms. They weren't bleeding, they were a light pink, Bakugo sat up and got up from his bed, he went over to his dresser and picked out an outfit, a gray t-shirt with long sleeves, and some light jeans with rips in the knees. (Horrible fashion ik ok) He sighed and walked out of his dorm, everyone was hanging out in the common room, Mina noticed him, "Hey! Bakubro!" She called, "Come and hang with us!" He scoffed.

"Sure.. I guess.." Bakugo said.

He yawned, he only got 5 hours of sleep a day. He stayed up all night, staring at his ceiling, or doing school assignments, or even maybe crying himself to sleep, which causes him to wake up in the middle of the night from nightmares. His life is a wreak, no one cared. And they never have. Well, that's what Katsuki thought, but what everyone thinks of him is, they care for him. And they will never stop caring for him. They will care for him forever. Bakugo sat down next to Kirishima, he was talking to Kaminari, who was playing Sorry with Mineta, Ojiro, and Sero. "Are you okay, Bakubro?" Asked Kaminari, "You have bags under your eyes, that's not usual of you." Bakugo flinched, it sounded to him that it was an insult. Kaminari had a confused face.

"I'm fine, Dunce Face," Bakugo says stiffly, Kaminari raises his eyebrow in confusion, "Are you sure?" He asked, Bakugo gripped his legs tightly, he was about to explode.

"YES, DUNCE FACE, IM FINE." He yelled, the whole common room went quiet and was frozen. He yelled it so loud that Kaminari was found over by Sero now, he had a scared expression on his face. He was laying on his back and both feet and arms up in the air, as if he fell off something or was rolling over like a dog. "Kacchan," began Deku, "What was that for? He was just asking if you were alright," Katsuki growled under his breath, he liked Deku, or originally named Izuku-- as a friend. He acted like Deku was worthless and didn't deserve to become a hero. Because, Deku was born quirkless, which is about 10% of the population on Earth. Katsuki, on the other hand, was born with one. His mother mentally and physically abused him every time he visited home, his father always worked all the time. But he played with Katsuki while his mother wouldn't.

His mother was half the reason he was depressed, she hated his son so much that every time Katsuki left home, bruises and scars were everywhere on his body, Katsuki refused to eat most of the time, so he was getting skinny. Kaminari got up and sat back in his spot next to Katsuki, everyone started to go back to what they were doing and started to chat lowly. Bakugo just sat there deep in his thoughts.

"No one loves you. No one will ever love you."

"He doesn't love you, he hates you."

"Go kill your self, no one will miss you if you die."

"Let's go out with a BANG!"

"Just commit sucide already. It's not like deaths waiting for you."

"Your father only loves you because he covers up that he secretly hates you."

These thoughts bothered Katsuki, he almost wanted to cry, but he didn't want to. Not in front of his friends. He covered his head with his hands, Katsuki got up, he stretched. "I'm going to my room," Katsuki said through barred teeth, he walked down the boy dorms and approached his dorm door. He opened it and flopped onto his bed, he sighed. "Why does everyone have to hate me...?" Whispered Katsuki, his eyes filled with tears.

Back with the rest of the class..

Most of the class looked up as Katsuki left the room, "I hope he's doing okay..." said Yaoyorzou, her worried face was focused on her girlfriend, Jiro. Sero sighed from the other couch, "Bakubro's been acting weird.." Sero began, "He always ignores us when we attempt to talk to him, he almost never eats." Sero and Yaoyorzou were worried about their classmate, Mina on the other hand, was also worried, "He's just... off from his normal behavior.." She said, "And I don't know why." She got up and adjusted her shirt, and then sat back down.