I may be happy but its my way to hide the sadness and bitterness that consuming me...
All ive had is now enough for me to be quiet and live at peace after all the times i had enough to prove myself that my love,my first love broke me mercilessly...
I couldnt imagine how i manage to live like a normal happy person despite those experience ive done through my spectations about love...
An experience that has become inexperience..
Can u believe it???After sacrificing my life and soul hoping that it will love me back in return but instead it really broke me...Really....
So for now,,i think i should focus for my career and let my bad thoughts pass away even if it cant be...."Miss,,please be ready...Its ur turn after Mr.Sy"my thoughts got distracted after my designer interrupted me...
"Ow"i made a face an slowly nodded at him as i jump out of my swirly chair to get ready...
As u heard,,Im a model...
After i left korea,,I decided to go to States and let my career boom there..
I applied to an agency one of my friend recommend me to be a model which i gladly took the offer....
And thats the start of my life..Right after i left the broken place of mine....*boom*
I cant help but smile in assurance while walking graciously infront of so many people that admiring me as an aspiring model....
Im used to this but still cant help to be more please for their soothing support...
Like screaming my name like im a goddess to whom i didnt even think like that,,instead i auknowlege it in the view of fact that it healing me little by little for my hidden sufferings..*Saranghae!!!I luv u Y/n!!!!!!!!*
I cant help but smile at the one who screamed it...She has a loud voice that its even got the attention of the other fans of mine...
"I love too"i replied and turned around to leave them for the next performer....
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Hello!!!!
U think i quitted???well noooooo....
I JUST GOT TIME SO ENJOY!!!
YOU ARE READING
Possesive [Park Jimin]
Fanfiction"Feel the gag of paradise" *mature content* *fluff*