Found You

Chapter Five

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING EATING DISORDER⚠️

2 Months Later
Felix's Pov
I've been getting a lot of hate lately and my mental health has declined a lot. I've tried to lessen how much I eat because there have been a lot of comments about me gaining weight.

Dinner Time
3rd Person Pov
The boys were at the table eating ramen all except Felix who said he wasn't hungry. Chan looked at his boyfriend worried because he could see Felix getting paler and whenever he wants to cuddle Felix refuses and that was weird because Felix never used to refuse cuddles.

After dinner Chan pulled Felix aside. "Lix is something wrong", Chan asked with his voice filled with worry. "Nothing's wrong babe", Felix replied. Chan looked at his boyfriend and said "ok". Felix kissed Chan's cheek and said "I love you Channie".

Then he went to his room and locked the door. Felix stood in front of his full length mirror and took his hoodie off. He looked at himself and frowned. "I'm still not thin enough", Felix said while starting to cry. He heard a knock at the door and quickly wiped his tears.

"Who is it", Felix said while putting his hoodie back on. "It's Chan let me in baby", Chan said on the other side of the door. Felix unlocked the door and opened it. He sat on the bed and Chan sat next to him.

Chan kissed Felix's forehead and said "Are you ok Lix? I noticed how you haven't been eating with us lately and you've been getting paler and thinner". Felix said "I'm fine baby don't worry about me".

Chan's Pov
I sighed and said "Ok Lixie I believe you". He smiled and stood up, but he held his head and started falling but I caught him. "Lix?! Are you ok?!", I screamed while shaking him.

The guys came in and we quickly took Felix to the hospital. A doctor took him to a room and we all say in the waiting room. I started crying and Jeongin sat next to me and rubbed my back saying "He'll be ok hyung".

1 Hour Later
3rd Person Pov
A doctor went into the waiting room and said "Which one of you is Chris". Chan stood up and said "I am. Is Felix ok". The doctor said "Well he's awake but he's very malnourished. He passed out because he hasn't eaten in about a month". The boys gasped and Jisung said "Can we go see him".

The doctor said "Yes but only one at a time" and left. The boys talked about it and all agreed Chan should go first. Chan went to Felix's room and sat in the chair next to the bed.

"Are you mad at me", Felix said not looking at Chan. Chan held his hand and said "No Lix I'm not mad at you I'm just sad you didn't tell me what was wrong. Why were you starving yourself baby".

Felix says "I've gotten so many comments saying I was fat and need to lose weight so I decided that I would stop eating to lose weight quicker". Chan kissed Felix's hand and said "Baby those comments are untrue because you're perfect. Please don't do anything that's harmful to yourself".

Felix said "O-ok Channie" and started crying. Chan looked at Felix and wiped his tears. "Don't cry Lixie I don't like seeing my baby upset", Chan said.

Hi I just wanna say if you're having self image issues and are thinking about doing something harmful please talk to someone and don't do anything that puts your life at risk and if you feel like no one in your life will be there for you I'm always here if you need someone. You can either message me on here or message me on instagram my @ is gaybabyboi_05. Please take care of yourselves. ♥️