Unconditional(Nate Maloley)

Prologue

"I don't know how you even live anymore" my mom began. "You're so worthless, and honestly, your were such a mistake. I only wanted your brother, but you happened." She finished. "I don't even know mom. why do I try? You guys think I'm SHIT!" I scream. "I will NOT tolerate this!" She yelled, slapping me right across my cheek. I began crying, "You either learn to be more like your brother, or it gets worse" she said through a clenched jaw.

I ran upstairs and right to my room, calling my bestfriend. She answered on the third ring. "Stas? What's up?" She said. I sighed. "I want to move." I let out. "What?!" I repeated myself. "I can't take it here anymore. My mom thinks I'm a worthless piece of life! She's got my brother not even speaking to me anymore, and my dad, I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I AM TO HIM!" I cried. "Live with me" she mumbled. "I want out of state. I'm going to Nebraska" I sighed again. "No! You can't leave me. Not only me but your boyfriend. What bout Danny?" She cried. Shit.. "I-I don't know B. Danny isn't gonna be happy... Can I call you back?" I sniffled a bit. "I guess. Talk to ya" she said.

My name is Anastasia Mae and I go by Ana, Stas or whatever you think of that I agree to. I'm abused daily by my parents and my brother won't even talk to me anymore. I self harm occasionally. Danny and I have been together for about 3 years now, and I think that's part of the reason I'm abused; my dad doesn't like him. Anyways, here's to hopefully leaving this mess soon. I layed on my bed and thought about everything. Specifically, when this all started.

I was 5, and I knew from that day that I was a nobody. I went to school only to get picked on. Get called endless names. Have only one friend. Esme. She was the only one who loved me. Everyone else hated me and everything my 5 year old self had to live for. My brother, oh god, he was 2 years younger than me so he was 3 when my mom told him not even communicate with me. I use to look forward to coming home because I could see my brother. But that day came. "I'm sorry Stas, I can't talk to you anymore" Ryan told me. Then high school started. Freshman year Esme knew about everything happening and tried protecting me.

That didn't happen. I was on the Volleyball team, the track team, and I was on the Varsity poms team. That all collapsed on me my junior year. The seniors made fun of me endlessly and nobody could stop it. Not me, not Esme, not even Danny. My family came to all of my games and shouted rude remarks at me. At the football games during halftime I remember performing with my poms team and over all of the loud music, my mom yelling at me that I sucked and I need to get my game together to look perfect like my team. Or at another game Danny scored a winning point for me and I ran up to him and he spun me around and kissed me and my mom and dad shout at the too of their lungs "look at my daughter the slut!" It's just an endless list and I cannot wait to leave.

"Anastasia I suggest you come down and eat this dinner!" Mom yelled. "Why would I if I'm not even hungry?" I said back. "Whatever, starve yourself. Drink a little ble-" I cut her off. "Don't even think about telling me to drink bleach. How dare you! Especially when you knew one of my friends drank bleach!" I screamed "well maybe if she wasn't stupid like you!" I had it. I slammed my door and cried.

Right. Esme wasn't the only one I guess. Amanda. You probably guess it. Amanda, Amanda Todd. The famous Amanda who was bullied and they told her to drink a gallon of bleach. So she did. I was torn apart. Mainly because I knew how she felt by being bullied. But the fact that she was told to drink bleach, ended it all.

After I thought for a while, I called Danny.