all that i've got, pieces and pages talking a lot, sorry i'm faded think i forgot you love me
i leaned back into the passenger seat, high out my mind. i turned my head to face dahveon who was in the drivers seat. i admired his face. his beautiful skin tone, pierced ears, and just him all together until he slowly turned his head to face me.
"hm?" he said, his eyes low and red, as well as mine. "nothing." he smiled and turned his head back forward. "if you were any animal what would you be?" he asked a minute later.
i furrowed my eyebrows. that was so random, but i guess that's what happens when you're high. anything comes out your mouth. "i'd be a.... i'd be a panther."
"why because you're fiesty?" he asked jokingly. "no cause you said your favorite animal is a panther." i answered nonchalantly.
i loved being high. i could say anything i wanted and not care afterwards. it made me feel how i couldn't feel sober. i was never this bold, i never talked this freely, especially to dahveon.
"you remembered that?" he asked now looking right at me. now his whole body was facing me, not just his head. "of course. i remember everything you tell me."
"even things i say when we're high?"
"of course. like i said, everything. i love you. of course i remember everything you tell me. your shoe size, random conversations you and zaire had, how many free throws you got to shoot in one game, what color eye shadow zaya tested on you. everything. that's what you do when people you love are speaking. you listen."
"you don't really love me y/n. you're just faded. plus you don't listen to me all the time. i've told you i loved you before. you seem to have forgotten." dahveon told me.
"i must've forgotten... or not heard. cause i would've freaked out over it, i'm sure i would've remembered..."
