𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝗼𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝗼𝐫 𝗺𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 | 𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲𝐤𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐚

15.

Hiii.

My mom put me back in school bcs my grades are terrible and I need them to go to 8th grade 🧍🏽‍♀️

Oh yea I'm a 7th grader 💀

Anyways I still have lots of work to catch up on but I didn't wanna just leave y'all hanging for to long sooo

My chapters might be ass for a while until I catch up on work..

Uh ig that's all for right now so let's get started 😃....

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Vallyk
I was sitting on Alyssas bed waiting for her to come up here bcs I heard her and davines whole conversation. Apparently their cool but Alyssa still hates me which fucking sucks cs I miss her a lot. I guess I just have to really prove that I want her and only her. A few minutes later she finally came in her room...

"What tf are you doing in my room" she said as she walked into her room

"Uh I- uh c-can we talk... pls"

"Ughh no. Get out of my room."

"Princess pls-"

"Don't. Dont call me princess anymore"she said turning around looking at me seriously

"W-what.. pls just let me explain.. plss" I said looking straight into her eyes making strong eye contact

"Whatever bruh close the door."

"Thank you."

"Mmhmm just hurry up with whatever it is you have to fucking say."

"Uh okay so. Ik your mad at me okay and I'm sorry. I should've told davine that we were talking. But I swear on my moms life that I don't like her that way. I was only trying to show her around and make her comfortable because she's new to Jersey and she had no other friends. Alyssa I only want you. It's been that way since we were in the 5th grade. That's a long ass time and if you think that I would ever have a crush on you for that long just to mess up my chance to be with you for a girl that I barely even fucking know, then your tripping. I wanna be with you bruh. I need you in my life cs without you I'm nothing. Do you know what you did to me this past week!? I starved myself, I lied to my mom and sister that I was eating when I really wasn't, I never came out of my room, I tried to overdose myself, I cut myself multiple times. See look. (He showed her his arm with the cuts) princess I need you to survive. We've been through way to much shit for you to just give up on me. And if you don't want me to be friends with davine then that's okay, I won't be her friend. Pls just... forgive me?"

Uh by this time Alyssa was already crying 🧍🏽‍♀️

"I- bubba why would you try to kill yourself you know I need you here" she said sniffing and trying to wipe her tears

"Cs... I thought you didn't love me anymore." I said softly looking down

"I'll always love you bub. Remember in 3rd grade we pinky promised eachother that we would never stop loving one another no matter what happens. I kept that promise and I always will. I was just upset because I thought that you would leave me for davine."

"I would never do that to you princess. Like I said before I'm not going to mess up my chance to finally be with my crush for a girl I barely know. Just pls promise me you won't ever do that to me again. I almost killed myself. Multiple times."

".... I'm sorry. I promise I won't if you promise me that you'll never break my heart." She said looking me in the eyes

"Yea. I promise."I said looking deeply into her eyes as well

"I-I love you bubba"

"I love you too princess" I said as I leaned in and kissed her

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K now I have school in like 6 hours so uh yea byeee 😭

I'll update later today maybe

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