- Hajime Iwaizumi -

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Hi! If you didn't read the first chapter, there are a lot of things to read, so go back and read them. I will add trigger warnings to each chapter, but make sure you know what you're doing!!! <3

Triggers: Abuse, Slight self harm, intrusive thoughts, crying, under age drugs/drinking, hair pulling, crying, descriptive bone cracking/breaking, slightly descriptive suicide

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Hajime Iwaizumi is a 18 year old abused, high, tired boy. His family was shredded to pieces at 9 years old when his father had cheated on his mother. He had a 7 year old sister to protect, so whenever his mother raged and got drunk, he almost always ended up  covered in bruises and cuts.

He hid and cried with his sister in their closet when his parents started fist fighting and yelling, took care of feeding and protecting her, did everything for her to keep her safe.

Well, until his sister took his mother's drugs, and poisoned her lungs. He grabbed her limp body as he tried to wake the corpse. She reeked of weed and other disgusting drugs. Hajime was now a 12 year old boy protecting himself from his abusive parents.

For 6 more years, it went on. The constant abuse, the kicking, the punching, the mental and physical pain, and the wreckage of his once warm, happy home. And all for what? For him to be alone and depressed.

This is where we are now.

Iwaizumi looked at his feet as he avoided everyone in the halls. He made it to the rooftop stairs before running up to the other doors at the top. He sighed before opening the door and going to the small wall that covered the stairs and door.

"Shizo muyo wo nitokete niko yo wo nii..," Someone sang, and Iwaizumi flinched. He said nothing and continued his class skipping. "Futari dake no sora ga na hiro no hu.. Yoro nii~" The unknown person continuing to sing. Iwaizumi didn't know the lyrics, but he was finding out what the song meant gradually.

After the unknown male finished his song, he heard soft sobs from the other side of the small structure. Hajime didn't know how to react, but after 9 terrible years of abuse, he slightly thought he could help. He was hesitant, but after self debating it, he finally took a deep breath.

"Uh..Are you okay..?" Hajime asked mentally slapping himself for the soft tone of voice. He heard a tiny 'what the fuck' before he heard a small bang and a groan of pain. Hajime crossed his arms and coughed.

"Mhm, yup, I'm fine. Just needed to get my feelings out I guess," The still unidentified voice spoke. "What are you doing here, awkward stranger?" They spoke, words laced with poison and sarcasm. Hajime scoffed at his little attitude and fiddled with the hem of his shirt.

"I'm skipping class..because of personal reasons," He said, adding the personal issues so that they wouldn't bug him anymore. The person on the other side mumbled something inaudible and then started giggling.

"why are you laughing at me? I didn't say anything funny..?" Hajime said, questioning himself at the end. Did he say something funny? He couldn't tell, despite being a person extremely good at reading someone else. Although, he wasn't looking at the person, so I guess he failed at reading.

"I'm not laughing at you, but, you do seem like a nice guy. You can call me 'Kawa', alright?" this Kawa person said. Hajime was slightly confused why he couldn't just tell him his name, because Kawa is sorta weird name. Hajime knew that the bell was going to chime, which meant that he was definitely going to skip third period after finally going to his second period he hadn't taken in 4 weeks. It was definitely difficult to skip between periods instead of just skipping the whole day, but he decided he wanted to go to class.

"Bye, Kawa," He said, moving from his position to the closed doors. "I guess I'll see you tomorrow?" He added, opening the doors yet waiting for an answer.

"Sure I guess, same time?" Kawa responded, both of them still not showing their faces. Iwaizumi hummed in agreement and left with a small 'alright. See ya Kawa..' and a sigh. Iwaizumi was still confused at that interaction, because he hadn't had an interaction like that in years. 2 years actually. He wanted to know more about the stranger, but he also didn't. Then he facepalmed.

"I didn't even tell him my name. I'm so dumb." He remarked aloud, heading to class 2-4. He cracked his fingers, shuddering at the sound. He was used to cracking, but it only made him shudder because he knew the sound of a shattered leg. He knew the tiny, slightly muffled cracks and fleshy noise it made. The terrible reaction. But whatever. He continued his way to class, seemingly ignoring the few teachers moving from class to class.

As he sat down, he laid his head on the desk, trying to drown out the boring noise of english class. He knew he wouldn't be called on, considering last time he got called on he broke a desk. He wasn't only drowning out noise, he was thinking. About a voice. It was stupid, like falling for an anime character, but he did it anyways. The slight voice cracks he found funny, the small gasps when they ran out of breath.

He scoffed leaving class during lunch break. He didn't have anyone to sit with while he ate some food he found around his house. So, he went to the roof, in the same spot, same position as every other day. He sat down and took the small box. He opened it to see the small amount of cold ramen with cold Naruto and cold pork. He sighed and at the small portion, but others had no food, so he said his small prayer and ate.

After he was done eating, he closed the box and set it down lightly. He looked at the sky, and viewed with half lidded eyes, the many gray clouds hovering over, about to let winter have it's first snowfall. He took a silent and focused breath, his eyes now fully closed.

"I wonder if Kawa's here.." Iwaizumi said, tapping his hand against the roof.

"I'm here. What's your name?" Kawa asked, making Iwaizumi flinch slightly. Iwaizumi thought. He could say his given name, Hajime, his family name, Iwaizumi, or

"Iwa" He spat. Of course, he didn't mean for his tone to be so poisonous and rude, but, it just did, so what the hell was he supposed to do? He heard an obviously forced giggle and squealed.

"heha! I'm going to call you Iwa-chan, and if you don't like it, I don't give a honk!" Kawa yelled.

"what? What if I'm older than you!?"Iwaizumi retorted, scratching his head angrily.

"You aren't though heha! I'm a third year! Your a second year!" Kawa said, shoving Iwaizumi's words in his face.

"What!? How do you even know I'm a second year if you've never seen me?" Iwaizumi angrily announced to Kawa.

"heha! You admit! You are a second year! you are a second year!" Kawa sang.

"Tch. I'm leaving, loser-kawa," Iwaizumi said, going to the doors. "See- I'll hear from you later, I guess" Iwaizumi spoke, knowing Kawa's answer.

"Yep, bye Iwa-chan."

"Bye."


(EDIT :: I'm so grossed out by this chapter but 'i'm too lazy to fix it so ig it'll stay here until I decide to re-write it.)

Hi. Hope you enjoyed, this took me about 1/2 days so hope you enjoyed the first chapter.

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