Chasing The High ➳ l.s. (on-going)

➳ serenade

Louis' POV

I'm heading home now and I still can't believe what I just heard from Harry's mouth. It feels like a revelation from the prophecy. AND I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I KISSED HIM... ON THE LIPS!!!

Flashback:

It has been a minute and the kiss is still on. I don't know how to end it. I don't wanna offend him 'cause I feel like he's on with it.

Yes, this is the first time I kissed a guy, and holy shit! I fucking liked it. His lips are soft like they've never been kissed before. I don't know what came into me to do this ridiculous thing but I would be lying if I said I didn't like this.

I felt his palm touch my chest and pushed me harshly so that I didn't even expect it and the next thing I knew, I was on the floor, again.

"Fuck!" I exclaimed in frustration. Yes, I am frustrated.

"W-Why.. d-did y-you d-do t-that?" I can't sense if he's mad or something but the tone of his voice doesn't sound vicious unlike before. I can tell he's surprised by what I just did but he doesn't look furious.

Does that indicate that... he's also gay?

I don't know why that came up in my mind. "I'm sorry, Harry. I got carried away-"

"No! Don't you ever talk to me again." Now, he's furious. I can see it in his eyes. How does he change his emotions in a short period?

"But Harry-"

"No! Please stop it right now! I don't know what came into your fucked up mind that you did that but can we just forget what happened?" I can hear the panic in his voice so, I just nod out of nowhere.

With just a glimpse, he left me dumbfounded on this rooftop. I stared blankly at the door where he goes in.

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"Fuck it, Harry! How do you expect me to just forget what happened earlier?!" I slammed the steering wheel of my car.

It's 6:05 pm yet but I'm feeling so tired. My energy is drained too much for the rest of my day to continuously go.

Last night, I can't fucking sleep. Now, I feel otherwise. I just want to lay on my bed and forget everything. When I got home, I immediately went to my room but I stop when I heard Mom and Dad fighting for I don't know what.

"Maximo! Please tone down your voice. What if Louis hears us? He's still a kid!" I heard Mom, begging Dad.

"C'mon, Amethyst! Louis is a grown-up teenager now! He would understand what it is for! Stop acting like your child is still a dumb kid who knows nothing!" Dad rebutted.

This is the first time I heard them argue that badly. I can't believe I'm hearing all of this after what I've known earlier about Mom. And why are they involving me in this?

"It was a mistake! That was a long time ago, Maximo! Please forget it now!"

"Never-"

I ran to my room because I can't hold my tears anymore. Fuck. Does that confirm what Harry said to me? Is it true? I want to ask Mom directly but I don't think I can stand what she'd answer. All this time, I thought we were a perfect family.

UGH! I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE!!!

I.. just want to sleep. Because of thinking so many things, I slept with tears in my eyes.

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"Tommo!"

"W-What?" I faced Niall who was beside me.