𝙇𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚

Lonely Lies

Izuku's POV:
*WARNING SECER ANXIETY THOUGHTS IF SENSITIVE TO THIS STUFF DONT READ***

I sit there in my dorm room sobbing my eyes out feeling a little sick to my stomach. I crawled up into a ball. How could I be loved? How could I be loved by someone so amazing.

Fuck how could I a worthless piece of shit be loved. I need to let them go or I'm going to lose my fucking mind. I can't just walk around and look at the and smile like it doesn't hurt! Like we didn't do what we did!

He stole my heart and I feel like he crushed it right there looking at me in the goddamn eyes like if someone took a spear and shoved it right threw my heart.

He must be a lustful and hurtful person! But fuck why do when I look at you! Or even hear your name I melt! I love you and yet I hate you for this feeling in my fucking chest!

I am broken, a broken record on repeat and nothing is helping me not even the fucking universes. I can't tell you or it wi hurt you to... so fuck this.. I turn to my side and clutch my stomach. Feeling my whole body going slightly numb..

AUTHOR NOTES!!!!
hey does this seem a little to sad? Then check out my new book flower girl and have a little more sadness with love! And these are my own thoughts and pain going into these last few chapters. I have been feeling this way with not end... can someone please just help me... writing is the only way I can express myself without hurting others...because when I express myself when I'm hurt I yell and people call my names and make me feel bad that I can't express myself lately.. people say people are there muse my muse is my mind...and I need some help to escape...