𝙇𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚

Left in the Dark

{Izuku's POV}

"Yeah we can talk, " He shuffles some papers on his desk. When he is finished I start talking.

"About yesterday-" I begin but he cuts me off.

"Let's pretend it didn't happen," He rubs his forehead. He thinks I'm disgusting.

"I'm sorry" I start crying. The person I love. The person I tried burying my emotions with other men. Thinks I'm disgusting. I am.

"Oh Izuku please stop crying." He stands up and gets me a tissue. I wanna explain everything to him. I wipe my eyes.

"Wanna know why I do it?" I ask pulling my legs up to my chest and wrapping my arms around them.

"Huh?" He asked tilting his head. I'm going to tell him.

"I have sex with all these men, because I'm in love with one. But I know I can't be. " I bite my bottom lip.

"Izuku, I'm your teacher this isn't something you should be telling me. " He says calming patting my on the shoulder and then goes back to his set.

"But Mr. Aizawa, the man I love is older. And if I was to confess people would hate him for it. Even though it is my stupid feelings."

"Izuku, do you want my advice? Is this why your telling me this. " He crosses his arms. K want to yell at him and say no, I want you to love me. So I can stop hurting. So I won't feel like a tossed around whore. Your the only one who can my me feel complete. But I just stare. That's all I can do stare. I look at him and nod. If he was to love me back he could pose his job.

"Your gonna be out of high school in 2 years. Your sixteen right now, I would tell this man when you graduated. Because if he loves you back he will wait. And if you think they can be hated then don't do anything. " He says flatly.

"You don't know anything about what I'm feeling!! " I yell at him crying harder this time. I storm out. Trying to calm myself I hear his call for me. He won't chase me... Bc I'm nothing special