The moment was there again. This time we don't look death in the eye, but the feelings come over me again. What should I do now? There he is now. In the large vehicle hall, directly across from me. Our attempts to talk to each other fail tremendously. What should I do now? He looks at me with his beautiful brown eyes. Or does his gaze meet my lips. Should i kiss him Does he want that too? No! These questions need to get out of my head. This time my feelings will prevail. Or not? It comes over me. Now my lips are glued to his. All of my questions were unjustified. Does he feel the same as me? Whether he wants it that way too.
We had arrived at his office and immediately in the sleeping area. The moment I have long dreamed of in my subconscious is now coming. It's a liberating feeling. Like a birthday and Christmas at once. I'm going to lock up quickly. Nobody should disturb us. My feelings were stronger than ever and I'm sure he feels the same ...
No? What? I should go? And what was that now? I thought we had a moment like that. Have a nice moment for both of us. And now is this all supposed to be over? Because of these regulations? Because of the rules that should forbid us to love? So should we ignore feelings for one another? These questions should go away! Blown away by the wind like my hair…