Childhood crush...

Chapter 4

Sitting next to each other, i can feel my heart beat out of my chest. Harry has a silly grin on his face when the camera starts rolling on us. Simon explained the rules to me before. Pretty simple just answer the question in one word. Some questions were basic like favorite sidemen favorite book and so on. Then came the real questions.
Simon asks if we had ever liked each other back in Guernsey.
Harry and i look at each other with wide eyes. I didn't think this video would end up like this. He has the guts to speak first 'Didnt stop having feelings'. This caught the attention of all of his friends who all make whooping noises and i just laugh to myself trying not to blush. Luckily, harry tells the camera to bleep out his answer and just gives a solid yes.
From what i've heard, his fans wont like his answer so maybe it's best for both of our sakes.
I give a yes to simons question and try to move on. But the boys didn't let me.
After we were done shooting i joke to harry about how ill never forgive him for making me film a video.
We all stay and chat for a while but i cant get what he had said about me out of his head.
As if he could read my mind, Ethan said to harry just a little too loud 'Mate you fancy her again? You just got over her'
Harry, oblivious to everyone now listening said 'mate ever since we talked the entire plane ride she's been running through my mind.'
Luckily i had quickly became friends with Talia (simons girlfriend) and Freya (joshes girlfriend) so i could talk to them about the situation. We planned to all go to dinner later tonight but first i wanted to go to my flat, i said i needed to change and wash up but really i just needed to collect myself. It still hasn't stuck with me. Harry Lewis. The boy from primary. The one i wanted since i can remember. He wanted me. Or wants me. Still not clear on that part. All i know is i need lillian. and fast. I say my quick goodbyes to all, tell talia and freya i'll see them later. Something stuck out at me though. When saying goodbye to harry, he kissed my forehead. Quickly but i still noticed it. My heart went insane. I had looked up at him and smiled. I felt like i couldn't stop looking into his light blue eyes, he had around 6 inches on me so he then used me as an arm rest. I giggled and whispered 'you ruined the moment mate'
'Damnit' He said in his sarcastic harry way. With that i went home and called lillian.
I gave her a brief explanation of what had happened whilst filming the video. She was even more shocked than i had been. Not unexpected though, i love lillian don't get me wrong. But she's just a TAD dramatic.