𝐒𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐀𝐋 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐒 ⇉ 𝐑. 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐀

✓𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏

Twelve.

‿︵‿︵ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ・❉・ ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ‿︵‿︵

Suna's pov

I was twelve years old when I had my first cigarette.

I was over my cousin's house and his mom left us alone to run some errands. We left and went to the park a fair walk away from his house. When we finally made it there there were a group of kids sitting on the bench.

"What's good Jonathan, Who's the kid?"  One of them asked pointing me out from my cousins shadow.

"That's my cousin he's cool. Suna, this is Hart, Kenneth, Jared, and Gwen."

They all greeted me as i give them a simple wave in return. "You got the goods Ken?" He gestured to the boy.

"Who would I be if I didn't have them." Kenneth reached into his backpack pulling out tons of stuff. I didn't know what most of it was except the cigarettes and cocaine.

'What the heck is even all this stuff' I thought to myself. "Aye kid, you aren't a snitch are you? I'd have to kill you if you were." Kenneth said turning back to look at me.

Before I could respond, Gwen slapped the back of his head. "What the hell Gwen?" He winced grabbing the back of his head. "Stop threatening him, he hasn't even said a word since he's been here. Why do you think he would snitch?" She said glaring at the idiot next to her.

"Fine Fine, whatever. What do you guys want from the bag?" Kenneth asks looking around at his friends. Gwen went to grab the coke, Hart had a bottle of what i could only assume is medicine, Jared grabbed the weed, and my cousin took the packs of cigarettes.

"You still smoke those cancer sticks jon?" Jared asked. Jonathan nodded his head and opened the packaging taking out a pack. "It's easier to hide, I can just tell my mom that their my dad's. She believes anything." He said before putting the cigarette in between his lips soon lighting it.

He exhales filling the once pure air with a harsh smell of menthol and nicotine. The cloud floated in my direction causing me to cough as the gas sucks the life out of my soul.

The group share a chuckle at my struggles, once I'm composed I feel a hand on my shoulder. It's Gwen. "You want anything Suna?" Her mellow voice says.

"Let's start him out with something simple, Jon give him one of your death puffers." Hart says gesturing his hand towards me.

My cousin reaches into the little box and grabs one out, handing it to me. "Alright kid, you put the stick in your mouth and light it. Simple, just don't die because i don't think your mom left your insurance card." Jonathan jokes.

"I don't have a light-" I was interrupted by a voice belonging to Kenneth. "Here use mine." He said tossing me his black lighter. Once I get a closer look I see a skull design all around it.

I wrapped my lips around the cigarette as I brought the up the flame to light it. When I lit the stick, I took a simple inhale which sent me into a coughing fit. The nicotine now filling my once pure lungs filled with deadly toxins for my own satisfaction.

"So how'd ya like it kid? Is it cool?" Hart asked. I shrugged in response.

"It's whatever I guess, even though this flavor is disgusting." I say shaking my head at the end of my sentence recalling the repulsive taste that still lingers on my tastebuds.

"How about..." Gwen started as she rummaged through the pile of drugs related items until she pulls out this rectangular object "This." She continues, waving it around.

She hands it to me, I take note of it's exterior. It's black with some small detachment on top with a small colored band around it, along with a charging port at the bottom.

"What is it?" I asked with a puzzled expression.

"It's a vape you dork." Kenneth said playfully shoving him towards Gwen. She pulls one out of her pocket except it has decals on it and a green band instead of the peach colored one on mine.

"You don't have to light it like the cigarette and plus it smells wayyyyy better." Gwen said right before taking a hit of her own blowing the minty smelling smoke into my face.

I indulged in the refreshing smell being a leap up
from that death stick. I think I'll add that to one of my favorite flavors.

"That smells amazing-" I said finally speaking in a normal speaking voice. I wonder which flavor I have.

"Ew you like that shit? You have my signature flavor right there on yours." Jared said contorting his face in disgust.

"That mango pineapple shit is ass what's wrong with you." Gwen argues back with Jared. They bicker until Hart flicked both of their foreheads. "Just teach the kid how to use the vape, Jesus you guys are children."

Hart walks back over to where Jonathan was to catch up. "Alright kid, it's just like the cigarette just better." Gwen reassured me. With that being said I took a hit and it was amazing.

I will never understand why my cousin insists on those horrid cigarettes but I'm never going back. The flavor isn't bad I don't mind it but I prefer the mint.

"So, how was it?" Jared asked. I looked up and responding with "Better than those ass tasting cigarettes." I chuckled after as everyone else followed in suit.

Except Jonathan.

"You guys are gonna stop attacking me and my cigarettes." He said cocking his head to the side.

"Never it's too funny." Jared says as his laughs die down. I turn to Kenneth and walk over to the bench and take a seat next to Gwen.

"Welcome to the dark side young one." She giggles. I softly smile at her.

"Kenneth you have any other flavors?" I ask leaning forward. He rummages through the bag bulling out a pack of blue pods and a pack of green ones similar to Gwen's.

"Here you go, you look like a blue raspberry kind of person. Also here are your nasty ass mint ones you are in love with."  He said shaking his head.

I switch out the mango pineapple pods with a minty green ish colored and I take a hit. I relish in the cooling sensation that surges my body

Here we are now.

I'm in my second year of high school at a party waiting for my plug.

I let out the smoke from vape creating "o" shaped blue raspberry flavored clouds.

Twelve.

I was twelve years old when I signed my life away to addiction.

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A/N

AHHHHH I DID IT-
Y'all don't know how excited I am for this book🧍🏽‍♀️
If this is your first time reading any of my books,
Hi I'm mari:)

Anyways let's give credits to my shawty bae -KATSUKISMAINSLUT because I was confused on what flavor to make suna's favorite but we said the same thing🙄🤚🏽

I'll post the next chapter sooner than later. My spring break starts the end of this week so I'll have two weeks to update

Muah bitches🖤