Scars Of The Butterfly's Wings(Tsukishima Kei x Readers)

chapter 01

Reader's Pov

Me and Tsukishima already broke up since 2nd year but I still love him,I don't know how to forget him that's why I always asking myself if I'm not enough.I enter my classroom and sat besides my best friend her name is y/b/f/n, Tsukishima's new girlfriend.it's kinda bored now...

Time skip(sorry I'm too lazy)

"Look!! It's y/n l/n!" The girl shout while pointing me 'WTF— RUN!!!!' i thought to myself as I run as fast as I can oh my god!! Am I that so famous?!! Then I bumped someone and it's.... Tsukishima,I looked up on him with a shock face and now all memories that we have flew into my head

(Flashback)
"y/n... Let's break up" he said with a normal tone as I chuckled "haha your joking, right?" I ask "no, I'm not Joking y/n... I love y/b/f/n and... She love me too, I'm sorry" he said. I was shocked cause it's really,tears rolled into my cheeks and smiled "okay,take care of her, don't hurt her,and... Thank you for the good memories, Tsukishima"I run while crying,I want to scream,but I can't,I have to accept the truth but i can't

"One day... I'll break you heart too"

(End of the flashback)

Tears roll into my cheeks,I wiped it and smile "sorry about that" as I walk away 'why I have to pretend my feelings and smile?'I thought still crying.I walked into my apartment and saw some letters for me,ughh!! Why I have to be so busy even I'm still college?! I read the letters and it's all love letter except one... It's for the concert! Yayy!! Im'ma sing again!!!! And I can even invite my best friend!!!! I can't wait!!!! As I rush to finish all! I jumped into my king sized bed and open my gallery... I miss Kei... Hot tears rolled into my eyes again... "Why am I crying?" As I sleep

(Time skip)

I enter  as I saw Tsumu and Shoyo!!! I rushed and hug my buddy! "I miss you Sunshine!" As he hug me back "I miss you too Sunshine" I stop hugging him and smirk "so... It's been so long sangwoo" I said walk towards him,I saw Shoyo trying not to laugh while Tsumu groaned "you're still bad y/n" I smirk again "yes,I know" I said "by the way! I'm so excited to sing!! I really like to!!" I punched the air and jump "wow... Your jump is so high" " I know right,bye guys see ya later!"

"Y/N L/N!" That's was the only thing I heard hahaha. I walk to the stage and start singing

Song: beautiful pain

If you gave me only one wish
(I love you y/n)
I wouldn't want to feel this way
(I love you too,Kei)
They told me I'd have your memories
(Enough! Stop talking to me! You lie to me y/b//nf!)
But all I want is you to stay
(I'm sorry! I know you love Kei but! He loves me more than you,y/n!)
And I can't stop my mind haunting me
(I'm sorry...)
It's like a scars on a butterfly's wings
(Y/N STOP!!! DON'T DO THIS! PLEASE!)
I wanted you to know..
(Sayōnara)
This beautiful pain that I feel is all because of you...
(I don't love you anymore,y/n so stop!)
And one day this bones will heal and leave me with the truth
(Accept the truth that I'm not yours y/n!!)
And I'll gave you everything if it's the last thing that I do ohh
(Please! I'm begging Kei! Please! I'll gave you everything!)
This beautiful pain
(Then Leave me alone)
This beautiful pain
(No! I can't)
This beautiful pain...
(Please... Don't leave..)
For you
(Like this..)

I'm still crying Huh... I open my eyes and saw Everyone's crying? Even Tsumu and Shoyo... And the principal and vice... Wait... They.. they recorded me.. oh Shi— please I don't want to let Kei saw this!"what a wonderful song miss L/N!" I walk down and saw my fans,one girl walk towards me and...she makes me remind my old self "miss L/N can I take a picture with you?" I nod and say "sure why not?" I smiled as she smiled back,after I and her finish taking a picture I pay her haid and say something "always be happy!" I walked away and run towards Shoyo... And saw... No fucking way... It's... Kei...