You can't save me

Chapter One:Summer Break

Chapter Warnings: Mentions of death, Mentions of abuse, Self inflicted cuts/scars, and Mentions of bullying.

The boy who lived known as Harry Potter was at the Dursleys for another summer break before he would start his 6th year at Hogwarts and he was counting the days till he could go back.

He never told anyone not even Ron or Hermione that he was abused by the Dursleys but Harry always acted like everything was okay. This caused everyone to believe that the one and only Harry Potter was a spoiled little rich boy and he didn't care. He was smart, he did well in most of his classes even in his least favorite class with Professor Snape he still did pretty decent.

Summer was going horrible, it was the same thing everyday; he'd get up,cook breakfast, do his chores, cook lunch, get beat for not finishing his chores, cook dinner, then he would get locked in his cupboard for the rest of the night.

"3 more days." Harry told himself as he was waiting to be let out so he could go back to Hogwarts school of Witchcraft and Wizardry.

Harry sat in his cupboard, he rolled up his sleeves to the plain black hoodie he was wearing to see the cuts on his left wrist were gone, nothing left but scars.

Harry has been cutting himself since his second year at Hogwarts but of course no one knew this.

Harry grabbed the razor that was in his cupboard and started to move the razor across his skin. It use to sting when he first started but now that he has been doing this for over four years he couldn't feel it that much anymore.

His wrist were now covered in blood he found it pointless to stop the flow as there were now about ten new cuts on his wrist but he then realized what would he tell Ron and Hermione if they found out but that only lasted for a few minutes.

His thoughts of being caught then went to the back of his mind and he didn't care anymore. It was all his fault that his godfather Sirius was gone.

He also has a huge crush on Fred Weasley but he thought that Fred wouldn't like him back and he was his bests friend older brother so he thought that if he were to asked out Fred, Ron would hate him and not want to be friends anymore.

The last three days of summer were going far too slow for Harry's liking, he just wanted to go back to Hogwarts where he actually had people there that cared about him like Ron Weasley and Hermione Granger and the Weasley twins were always fun to be around but the previous year was their last at Hogwarts.

Ginny Weasley was starting to become annoying as Harry started to realize that she had a crush on him but Harry was gay, he just couldn't tell her that though.

Luna Lovegood even though she's a Ravenclaw was always a delight to be around and Neville Longbottom was a really good friend and minus the bullies that always mess with Harry he was ready to go back to Hogwarts with his friends and he was ready to leave the Dursleys for good.

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