A True Life Story of a Vampire

Chapter 16

Since when am I ever okay. Shit just love me too much to not letting me having a normal peaceful life but weird was that normally situation like that I would had sleep or passed out. Shitty no, I didn't yet I was keeping looking at Sil whose shoulder was impaled with an arrow to the wall. I tried to open my mouth but no, throat was so dry to voice out anything. The feeling was like cold water splashing on my face, reality smacked my face hard. Why didn't I notice it? This wasn't real, I'm in a dream. There ain't a possibility that Sil would come back alive. A stake in Sil's hand become a dagger when Sid threw a spear in and impaled Sil to the wall. A spear was thrown in but now is an arrow. "No. . . Way. . ." I strained my throat to get those two words out of my mouth.

"What?" Sid pulled me closer.

"This. . . Is. . . . A. . . Dream. . ." I pushed myself away; finally a droplet of tear squeezed its way through my right eye.

"What are you talking about, lita sis?" Tip shit-squat position infront of me.

"None of this is real." everybody looked at each other, mumbling that I might have some post trauma disorder. Brock suggested bringing me home to rest and the rest nodded in agreement. When Sid tried to cup me up in his arm, I shook his hands off, hugging my knees and kept rocking myself. Sid tried again and I did the same thing; shook his hands off; hugged my knees and rocking myself.

"What's wrong with her?" Bikey finally spoke up.

"I don't know. Did she hit her head?" Sid ruffled his hair messy. Then he noticed that after I kept staring at Sil I became like that. He snapped his finger, darted across to Sil's face, thrusted his right hand through Sil's chest making him screamed at his top of his lung in pain.

"What did you do to her?" Sid's eye turn blueish red but Sil just laughed it off. I crawled towards Sil's feet and cradled his feet in my arms and kissed it.

"I love you, my darling." Sil just laughed even harder.

"Julian, I love you. My darling." Sil's laughter stopped, gasped over his breath, swallowed down his pride and acted like its nothing. He tried not to look so obvious that that it hurts his pride so damn badly. Scooped me up in his arm while I looking so daze. In his eye, there was pain; heartache to know he was no longer important to me.

"Don't you guys dare to snatch her away from me! She’s mine. Even though her heart isn't with me but still, I want her in my life. She is all I have, so please don't take her away from me. Without her, I can't function like normal." Sil held me tightly in his arms, warm tears dripped onto my dull tan face which bought me back to my senses. All my brothers looked down, feeling guilty for what Sil had gone through.

"Sil.  . . ???" I gently grazed away that tears on his cheek as the tears awaken me from the compulsion. "I'm sorry. I loved you but Julian. . . He was the one who gave me that will to live and to love again when you left me. Love isn't about who love who more or less, love is about being there for the one you love unconditionally even if you know you won't stand a chance or knowing that you might never be look at like a lover way but you still want to be there with the person you love. At least when they need an ear to listen to their ranting or a shoulder to cry on; to lay on when they need slient comfort. Sil, I really loved you but Julian. . . Really is someone who I don't want to lose." I kissed Sil on his cheek for the last time and leapt off from his embrace leaving Sil too shocked from the words I just said.

"Aren't you supposed to be mad at me for compelling you just now on thinking this is just all a dream? I rather you scold, stake me, lash on me than being so calm about it. Joey, please don't leave me for good. You are my shelter when I'm facing a dead end, or I don't want to work for Lucifer on some dangerous job which I might not be able to see you in one piece." Sil dropped on his knees with his eyes full of tears rolling profusely down and hugged my legs tight. In a flash, Sil plunged a long knife into my stomach.