A Passionate Dare

(Chapter 5) The Misunderstanding...........

Lucy POV

Gray and I were talking about our hidden affair and eating at Wendy's when I hear Nastu's voice.

I look out but Gray blocks me for some reason and says " What happen my love?"

After a few mintues, Gray was starting to blush and get fidgety.

Then........

My life turned upside down when he kisses me...

I glance at the side trying to avoid Gray's speech which gets me furious when he try to pull a next trick.

I couldn't take it anymore and watch Gray with a deadly expression.

Gray then shouts loud enough for me to hear" He isn't the one for you; I a.." but I interrupt him and say "Fuck you Gray..."

And to make it worse, Natsu is watching the whole thing go down.

I push Gray away, glad that wasn't my first kiss.

I was angry still because now Natsu is going to not want to do the dare anymore.

And this the only thing that brought us closer.

I need it back but it seems it is too late.

Later I suddenly trip, landing on the floor, but that doesn't stop me from trying.

"Natsu!Natsu!

Natsu.........

Please...........

Let me explain........."

Soon I fell again but the tears kept rolling later hitting the floor.

I can't see them though due to the terrible rain we are having.

But all I could focus on was where he went and what was his expression like?

I kept running hoping to find him to clear the misunderstanding......

I hope that I find him soon.....

Natsu POV

My eyes are hurting....

I can't see anything but darkness.....

My voice cracks....

I can't think anymore.......

All what was replaying in my head was that dumb memory...........

As I sat at the park, my vision gets clear and all my eyes attract was couples everywhere.

I saw a girl who looked just like Lucy running towards me.

As I pay close attention to the unknown figure,

I come to realize its Lucy with a face of joy.

The one I love.......

Oh no...........

I want to vanish...........

I want to disppear.............

I want to die quietly so that Lucy or anyone else can't complain about me..........

If only I can kill myself and not go hell, I would have done it already.

She sits next to without me noticing.

I stare at her and try to act normal.

Hide it Natsu......
Hide it!!!!

I quickly gained enough to say hi regularly but she doesn't buy it.

She looks at me with a sorry face and hugs me.

She tells it was an accident and he wanted a kiss to make him forget about me.

I yell with uncontrollable anger

"You would do anything, huh?

Is that what this is?

You think this some joke that will slide across?

Well.......

Guess what?

Your dead wrong and you can finally run back to Gray since he is a smart handsome guy not some dumb delinquent like me, right?

So go and love him to your heart content!

Go ahead see if I fucking care!"

I'm saying all cruel things and what I want meant to say was that I love you but you don't love me.

Be happy and live a life without me.....

Lucy then looks like she was about to cry for some reason.....

Isn't she happy because she can be with the man of her dreams?

Didn't she hate my guts in the first place?

I don't get her at all........

She later says with a smile all over her face...

" Fine.......

I will.....

Thanks Natsu,

He'll probably please me better......

Tootles~~~!!!"

but her cheerful voice fades, revealing her true intention...

Her legs start to move quick away from here.

I couldn't believe that she made that hurt expression.

It was so full of pain and sorrow...

A face I hate to see.....

I think I said too much..........

{To be continued. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .}