Sweating like imma die young in this cold
Looking for prescriptions and a hand to hold
But they don't wanna hear this they want spice
What you'll get to see my corpse freezing on ice
From my life i learned the shittest shit
When it was time for candies i got pills
Started taking drugs as meds though it's lit
Now I'm realizing when the puberty hit
Still I'm happy getting sober soon
Maybe last blunt to take me to the moon
Seeing all the stars i feel like summer in june
Struggled in the morning laughing till afternoon
But still they'll ask questions to make me feel shit
She said she was wrong i told her i knew bit*h
Now bygones are bygones we don't live long
Count 2 years on your fingers until I'm gone
Where to go when you can't move
How to say when you can't prove
Still wandering with the lost finding my purpose
Don't take it personally but we part of a circus
Life is life still many things to be learned
I can't sleep i see bodies being burned
Saw the movie joker though i can play the role
Looked in the mirror reflection said" nah lol "
Living in the fiction have webley double gauze
Wrecking what i see flames of eternal rage
But all in vain still feeling the pain
Why to lose when nothing to gain
Life is a teacher giving lessons while i burn
But what if i don't want to learn
Look at the sky
What do you see
Just don't say why
Feel it and let it be
Someone is shy
Wheatgrass and honey bee
Sometimes i know i lie
And that's what she
Another day passed not a sh*t given
Praying on my knees maybe i be forgiven
For the deeds i did and the sins I'm committing
Disappointed in myself head banging and hitting
Letting all go like drowning in sand
Walking in fire holding satan's hand
Coming little close touching the lips
Feeling like nausea when we kissed
I'm still not pure and still finding the cure
Telling others how to behave eventhough I'm not mature
Genre of life is getting weird and gore
Feeling like dissatisfied but i don't want more...
Looking in the sky stars seem near
Too caught up attraction the things that i fear
Watching all the changes still not shedding a tear
Best people last year has nothing to do with you this year
That's just the way it is like tupac said
Killing each other using emotions as bait
Spreading the love but intentions of hate
What you'll do just sit back and wait
I'm just a sick guy who see blood on shelf
Woke up look around just wanna blast myself
There was a time used to shiver from ghosts
But now my shadow make demons scream for help.
