Discreet Jean x fem reader

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Okay this is the first chapter I hope you enjoy. It's also kind of an introduction.

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You were woken from the sudden noise coming from your alarm. You stood up ready to get ready as usual... then it hit you. Last night. You had gone to another one of those parties and now you were suffering the consequences.

You had a big headache and remembered all that happened to you. Eren. You remembered all the things he did to you. he was drunk and so he let all his secrets out to everybody. EVERYONE.

You were pissed off. Eren admitted that he had been cheating on you with some other girl and was still with you because he felt bad. He thought he was doing you a favor by not ending the relationship and keep on dating you. He thought you were nobody if it wasn't for him. Not only that but he also let out private things about you, you trusted him and that's why you told him your secrets.

You were embarrassed of ever being Eren's girlfriend and even more embarrassed to go back to school. You felt defeated.

You thought he was different, that he wouldn't let you down like your other partners. This is why you hated boys like him and barely dated them. Most in your school were like that. And that's why you had developed something for older boys. Men.

Though none of them even considered dating you, it didn't stop you from liking them. First was your algebra teacher, Levi. This was in you freshmen year. Even though you weren't really into math, you were always excited for his class. You tried being discreet of all your older crushes but somehow they always knew.

First your teacher Levi. He tried ignoring you as much as possible, or pretend to be irritated. Then hanji Zoe, your chem. Teacher. When they found out they had long discussion with you on why it was wrong, it was a bit embarrassing. Then history teacher Erwin. You thought maybe he would understand so you decided to talk to him about it. (Yep y/n hasn't learned 🤦🏽‍♀️. She kinda slow). You told him how you felt and and everything, but he rejected you for you are a student and a minor. A bit later he left the school and you couldn't help but think it was your fault.

After everything that happened you tried hiding your history of liking older people. That's when you decided you needed to date someone you age again. Your last relationship ended up messy. It was in your sophomore year and you were dating pieck finger. Both of you fell out of love. You had fallen for your history teacher Erwin and pieck for a tall blonde girl a year older than her. There wasn't much communication between the both of you. You and her knew that you guys liked other people but didn't want to end it. Eventually the both of you stopped hanging out. Even though no one broke up you knew it was over.

And so you started dating Eren when Erwin left. It was around your second semester of junior year. You trusted him so much that you even told him everything about your thing for older people or older men. You never thought he'd use it against you along with other very VERY personal issues.

You needed revenge on him. You knew that you held some power against him and even though he didn't want admit it it was clear that he still had a thing for you...

Okayyy so this is finished it was a bit short but i hope you enjoyed it. I promise Jean will appear in the next one ☺️