Discreet Jean x fem reader

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I've been going through stuff and haven't had much motivation sorry. But I'm back with a new chapter. And I'll try to make my writing better. These next chapters might be short

I also feel like the way I've been writing y/n seems as if her one and only personality trait is getting revenge against eren, which isn't true. That being said I will start writing more about y/n as a human being herself.

I love all of you

Well I'll start now...

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You felt guilt. You weren't proud of your upcoming actions. But you didn't know any better. All your life was watching people around you look for some sort of revenge rather than other choices when it came to problems in their life. Now you weren't saying what they did was wrong but it wasn't right either.

You started dialing jean's phone number...

"Hello?"
"Hi it's y/n"
"Oh...uh...oh  y/n?"

You could hear noise from his side.

"Sorry are you busy?"
"No.. no I'm just um... trying to finish assignments"

This was nice, knowing you had this much power over him.

"Well it's Sunday afternoon and if you don't mind I thought we could maybe hang out?"
"Of course only if you want to"
"Well I guess I could finish the assignments at a later  time"
"Well that's perfect isn't it, meet me at the park near by the school"

And with that you hanged up.

Time had now passed and you were there waiting at the park. The wind flew right through you. It was cold. The sky was also getting grey. You weren't mad though, you loved this type of whether. It made you feel some type of comfort.

You were sitting in a bench when you saw a tall brunette walking your way. Jean.

"Y/n how are you?"
"I'm good. it's a bit cold but it's alright"

He noticed you didn't have a sweatshirt on...

"Y/n,"

He started taking his sweatshirt off.

"Oh you don't have too. I'm fine right now"
"Oh no I don't want to seem like a jerk here, that's what all friends do isn't it?"
"Yeah I guess, thanks Jean"

He placed the warm dark grey sweatshirt on you. This was a nice feeling since people wouldn't usually do this.

"Y/n?"
"Yes?"
"Was there any importance in why you called me here?"
"No... not really I guess"

You shrugged. You didn't want to waste his time.

"Alright then, do you want to go on a walk with me?"
"Yeah sure"

You stood up. Compared to the guy you looked short. He was around 6'2"

You walked around the park then drifted a bit further to a neighborhood. It was all going good until it started raining. At first it was little drops. *bip bop*. But the rain slowly got bigger and harsher.

The both of you ran into the local mall which was close.

"Wow it started raining real hard, didn't it y/n"
"Yes. Should we wait here in the food court?"
"Sure. Should we grab something to eat?"
"Sure, I want a slice of pizza"
"Me too, I'll go buy them any specific type"
"No, im just hungry"
"Okay"

Your conversations weren't long but were straight to the point.

You started going through your phone. And your emails

"Y/n's essay has been graded", "y/n, it's almost time to pay for your subscription. Press here to confirm","times running out! Go check out our website for all the amazing deals!".

It was always emails like that. Nothing ever happened in your life. Your phone was always lacking on notifications. And you were already used to it. It was always some random business emailing you or some random scammer calling you. Of course you had your close friends which would text or call you, Connie, mikasa, and occasionally this girl by the name of ymir.

It made you feel some sort of comforting feeling knowing Jean wanted to hang out with you.

"Im back"
"Oh that's great! How much was my slice"
You started taking out your wallet
"No, no it's alright"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes"
"Alright"

You started eating your pizza

"Wow y/n, this is good "
"Yeah I really like it too"

Even though you were having a great time you started feeling sick to the stomach knowing your sick plan.