!!End Of The Day!!

𝙻𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚍𝚞𝚌𝚔

Well tomorrow is my least fav subject exam , which is 2nd language bengali+_+......
When I opened my books.....
Im like wtf+_+
Why the hell someone create exams+_+
And moreover,
Imma fucking getting emotional... idk why+_+
I hate this all!!
Everyone is leaving me!
Yesterday I did a full enjoyment!!!
I pranked called my older sister's friend's friend.....well that was freaking awesome!!!
Ik its bad !! But pranking someone whom I know...is okk!!
Atleast each and everyone of us including the victim enjoyed the prank!!!
Everyday  I wake up with a large smile on my smile...and then just do some lil arguments with mah mum...where mum always at the end laughs because of me!!
I always think about us!
But do others think of me?
I always do some or the other things to make people smile!
But what do they to me , to make me smile??
I always stay there for them!
But why? , when I need someone ...I don't see a single person out there asking me if I'm ok!
I smile alot because for others to smile !
But why can't they see the pain in hiding from others!
People say bestfriends are someone who is just like you.....it can be any gender! When I'm asked about bestfriends...I say I don't have one... because I don't believe in them ...cause of my past! But I do need one ...who will be just like me, always protect me like a brother or sister....we will fight like husband and wife....and we will be soulmates, but wait am I asking too much??? Ugh...
I atleast want someone who will be available for me whenever I need someone!
Life is really duck!
Mah head is out of ideas now!!!+_+
Fuck this duck life!!