Fvck! Uhm! Do it faster baby! Oh god! Faster! Faster! Uhm!
"Mommy?"
"Mommy?"
"Mommy?!" Theo's scream made me snap. "You don't love me anymore Mommy! You're not talking to me anymore! You don't want me! Kinina pa po nitatawag ni Theo si Mommy pero hindi mo ko nipapasin!" he stomp his foot while pouting and tears streaming down in his chubby cheeks. Awww poor Theo. I crounched down and wipe his tears.
" I'm sorry baby Mommy is thinking that's why I didn't hear you. And of course I love you so much baby. Who told you that Mommy don't love you anymore?" I asked and he keeps on pouting then suddenly he hugged me so tight.
"Theo thought that you don't love me anymore because you're not talking to me and you're not listening as well po. I'm telling you a story about what happened in school" oh that's it! Ano ba Taira! Hindi ka kasi nakikinig sa anak mo!
"Mommy is really sorry baby. I just remembered something kaya I didn't hear you"
"Hoy ayan kasi! Aamponin ko na lang yang anak mo total hindi ka naman nakikinig sa mga kwento nya!" tinignan ko sya ng masama at binalik ang atensyon sa anak ko.
"Babawi si Mommy baby. What happened in school? Is it a good news? Nakakuha ka ulit ng 3 stars? Mommy and Tita mama will buy it" I smile at him while he keeps on pouting. Hays! Saan ba namana ng anak ko ang kacute-an nya?
"Hoy Taira tigilan mo ko! Anong Mommy and Tita mama will buy the stars? Abnormal ka, ikaw bumili mag isa kasi hindi ka nakikinig!" she even rolled her eyeballs at me and smiled sweetly on Theo!
"Alam mo ikaw talaga nako! Yang mga bad words na lumalabas sa bibig mo pag yan nagaya ni Theo puputulin ko talaga yang dila mo para matahimik ka!" malakas lang syang tumawa at pinagbuksan ng pinto ng sasakyan si Theo.
"Ay oo nga pala! Naalala mo yung bakla kong kaibigan noong college? Nakita ka daw sa mall noong isang araw kaya tinawagan nya ko. Isama daw kita sa next gig na pupuntahan ko kasi sya yung event organiser." Modeling is not for you babe. Let's just focus on studying hm?
"Hoy! Ano ba Taira? Bat tulala ka na naman dyan?" huh? "Uhm?" tinapik nya ang kamay ko na nasa kandungan ni Theo na nakakuha ulit ng atensyon ko. "I'm sorry Rein ano nga ulit yun?" Theo and Rein looked at me suspiciously like I did something horrible. Ano bang nangyayari?
"Owkay? Ano bang meron sa tingin nyong dalwa? I think I didn't do anything? Right?"
"Ay gaga ka talaga! Oo wala ka ngang ginagawa! Sa sobrang wala kang ginagawa pati pakikinig sa amin ng anak mo hindi mo rin magawa. Nako talaga Taira! Aamponin ko na talaga tong anak mo!" galit nyang sigaw habang nagmamaneho.
"Gumawa ka rin ng sayo gaga ka rin! Saka narinig naman kita ah? Ayokong magmodel. May anak na ko Rein. Modelling is not meant for me" few years ago, scouts will flock in front of me and asked me to be their model but I guess not every opportunity is meant to be grabbed, again.
"Modelling is not meant for me! Pweee! Lokohin mo lilang mong panot! Not for you o may pumigil lang sayo para hindi mo maabot yung pangarap mo? Hanggang ngayon ba naman? Don't stop yourself from the things that you wanted to do." seryoso nyang pahayag habang nakakunot noong nakatingin sa daan. Hays!
"Hoy ikaw Rein! Sinundo mo lang kami sa Canada may pa english english ka na! How much are you po?"
"Gaga! Mahal ako kaya walang makaafford!" sabay kaming natawa sa sinabi nya. It's been two weeks mula noong sinundo kami ni Rein sa Canada. She just popped up in front of our door while shouting! Sus Maria! May doorbell naman kami pero mas pinili nyang sumigaw!
"Let's go together Taira. Sana naman pumayag ka na. Try mo lang ulit ha?"
"Rein naman. I told you already. It's not for me saka may anak na ko. I -"
"Tigilan mo ko! Modelling is perfectly for you may pumigil lang na gago! You have the face and the body of a model kaya sa gusto at sa gusto mo sasama ka sakin! At saka nakapagmodel ka na rin naman dati diba?" Nako naman! Always the stubborn human specie!
"Parehas lang yung choices Rein" I said flatly while caressing Theo's hair.
"Same difference. Bahala kang mag isip" sasagot pa sana ako ng biglang magsalita si Theo
"Mommy? My teacher told us kinina po na magkakaroon daw po ng family day next week. She said that we should bring our Mommy and daddy so it will be fun. I asked her if I can bring my Mommy and Tita mama with me because I don't have a dad then my classmates laugh at me kinina. Is it funny that I don't have a daddy, Mommy?" nagkatinginan kami bigla ni Rein. We can't say anything and I stop myself from crying while listening to Theo's questions. Is it really funny that he don't have a dad? Damn it!
" Hey Theo baby, look at Tita Mama" Rein called him cheerfully. Mula sa pagkakayuko ay tumingin naman sya sa pwesto ni Rein. "Listen baby hm? The three of us will go to your event next week hm? Me, Mommy and baby Theo will attend the family day yeeey!"
"I am fine with that po Tita Mama but" he smiled at Rein then faced me while cupping my cheeks with his cute hands
"but where is my dad Mommy?" my breath hitched and I just want to cry in front of my son. It's my question too baby.
Where is your dad?
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Nilipad ata ng hangin char haha
BINABASA MO ANG
That Almost
RomanceWhere do you think long term relationship goes? Is it in the church to finally tie the knot? Or it goes again to church? To pray for guidance and support for the shattered relationship that didn't last?
