Narcissa is watching the whole argument unfold both being disgusted by her sons actions and saddened by what you're having to go through
"A day Draco! You admitted that you liked me and I liked you! You can't even go a day without sleeping with someone else!" You shout
"Y/n please! I couldn't help it" Draco pleads but in no way are you going to trust him
"Couldn't help it?!" you scoff "you couldn't help it... okay" you continue. Pansy said and did nothing as the fight continues
You head for the front door preparing to go back to Hogwarts, you weren't crying but this is why you don't trust people. Draco is popular and respected and you should have seen it coming. In your short time with him you felt something and now your on your own, your best friend gone and your boyfriend is now gone
"Draco she knew when Blaise came back last night.." Theo explained
"Fuck-" Draco muttered, he run out the front door after you grabbing your hand but you pull away sharply finally tearing up "Y/n... Please, I'm sorry I love you" he shouted
You turn to face him "Draco you don't love me." You say sadly
"Y/n I do, I swear!" He pleaded more and more trying to win you over but you know he'll just do it again
"NO you love the idea of me" you shout "YOU LOVE HOW I MAKE YOU FEEL" you continue, there's silence for a moment
"You're right. I do and I've fucked up, I understand but give me a chance. Pansy doesn't mean anything!" Draco explains angrily
"you've done enough, clearly my best friend had something I didn't" you reply and just then Pansy runs outside after escaping Blaise's grip
"Y/n I am so sorry! It meant nothing, come back inside and we can talk about it!" Pansy pleaded in tears
"I don't know why you're crying...but Fuck you Pansy." You laugh now sobbing "Pansy I hate you so much right now but I have been there for you through everything and I have the decency to tell you and I'm telling you now that he is not worth it." You say coldly, Blaise and Theo's face drops in shock
"This isn't my fault, I can't help it! I needed an outlet" Draco shouts
"then talk to me and it Never is..is it. Never is your fault. Well I'm done." You cry making Draco realise
"Y/n..let's just go." Theo says softly "they've hurt you enough" he says pulling you away by your hand gently
"Mate?" Draco says confused
"You've fucked up. Bad. And I'm not cleaning it up, this is low even for you." Theo scoffs "Blaise?" He continues
"I'm staying here, sorry" Blaise replies as they all went back into the manor
"It's okay, you don't need them" Theo says softly
"W-why are you doing this? Your his friend why would I trust you! I should have known it wouldn't of lasted" You hiss walking quicker
"I'm not an asshole..please let me be here for you." Theo says. You don't answer
You and Theo get back to Hogwarts and as soon as you step into the common room you run for your dorm, the others will likely be home later that evening. Closing your door and locking Theo out, you slide down the door hyperventilating, Your not so upset about the sudden break up but by the lies, the cheating and the fact that your best friend went behind your back.
Your breathing quickens and you're getting dizzier, a headache forming. It's a panic attack "I-I can't breathe" you whisper to yourself and every breath you take feels like your head could explode, like your being buried alive. So many emotions filling your brain, you grab your journal
YOU ARE READING
For your imagination
FanfictionTRIGGER warning⚠️ This is a short story, for you to use as inspiration for when you decide to shift, to help you visualise and have scenarios to think of or if you'd like something to read on a rainy day. I hope you enjoy :)
