When we first met we were fifteen,
I stole a glance at you every now and then,
You didn't notice my gaze even.
I wish you understood it yourself,
You made my eyes stare at you,
Searching you from the crowd of few.
My mind thought why don't you and i become we,
So that you know my feelings and I can set them free.
You were the one that kept me awake at night,
You made me think about myself,
I felt my self before you like a little elf.
Coz' you never noticed my presence,
You didn't even considered my absence,
'I was in love with you'
I hope you were told this by your sixth sense.
That day i was packing my bag, it was just another normal day,
But when you saw me with that emotion,
All the thoughts that came to my mind made a commotion.
I don't know when our eyes learnt a language of their own.
I felt like you felt the same about us in your bones.
May be it was just a illusion,lingering in my mind,
Making my sense of thinking go all blind.
But then you pinched me, like no one did before,
You removed all the thoughts of illusion that i wore.
I thought it was my perception that you were beside me,
But when you took my hand in yours...my life lost it's stability in which it could always be.
Friendship was the beginning of our beautiful relationship,
We tasted the waters of love...enjoying every sip.
"I don't no when I was drowned in the depth of your eyes"
when you said this line no matter how cheeky it was,
I realised my stomach had dancing butterflies.
My dream of you and I becoming we had finally let itself free.
We were struggling so hard to get our relation to perfection,
I was there for you,so were you for me and I bet it was not a perception.
It was all so smooth like a Disney fairytale,
You saw me everyday just the way Eric saw Ariel.
But in the bed of roses thorns made its way,
I was torn apart the day you went away.
You had promised me that we were forever,
But you left me halfway like I wasn't there in your life... Never ever
I was back to loneliness, under the depression of your thoughts,
To keep this relationship, it was only me who fought.
I tried to find my broken heart in every corner,
I needed a chest to cry,a place that kept me warmer.
But I had lost it all, happiness was nowhere,
Feelings were dead, love lost in the air.
I vowed to myself never to love again,
I had put the broken heart pieces together, but the confidence I couldn't regain.
My life was over,love was nowhere in sight.
Nobody could ever take your place and make it that bright.
